Sunday, August 20, 2006
This blog contains too much memories of the past.
I keep them as memories and let this be it.
Someone new entered my life. I`m not keen to look behind at past. That`s the end to this blog for now.
i love my xBabYx TigGeR .. since 170806
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Friday, August 18, 2006
I`ve planned everything. even writing out recipe. but guess it`s just not the time? lolx. nvm.. i shall make up another time bahx. hmmx.
Friday gonna make triffle. it`s a dessert. gonna make it till damm beautiful~ just like the recipe. hahas. hoppe will turn out nice lohx =p
tired today. after school come home lie on bed sms dear. then go hougang do facial. pain pain pain !! icass say skin too dry. then cox weather hot mahx.. hmmx.. dehydrated skin jiu dui liao.. then did the diamond peel thingiee.. then.. put mask.. before mask is something which is DAMM painful ahh! like adding salt to wound zz.
then when i`m trynig out waxing stuff, 1st thing i did was like "ahh~" then this woman.. from beside me.. "ah yoo~ bu yao jiao dao zhe yang zi lehx.." was like... WADDA~ 0.0
then...... my face has pokedots ahh !! sobx !! ugly enough liao le.. go facial.. more ugly le -.- somemore tmr going out lehx !! sobx !! tired day. xing hao got dear dear pei me sms. grats ^^ she passed her physics..
hoppe she dun sick le. recover soon. no i`m not going to nag again -.-
dunno wan go her frien de hse warming not lehx. so many ppl 0.0
my face~ my god !! -.- bu xi guan lehx.. but like.. my friends she oso come down.. hmx..
think jovern really kiam pa. -.- call me ytd 1am+ tok till 2 am+ tok bout stead. zz.
talked to my baby tigger online. this is like.. the 1st time we talked so much? hmmx.. i`ll remember what made me cried tonight. it`s not sad then cry de. it`s cox i`m touched. for me she thought of doing such.. ermmx.. how to say.. normally ppl won give it up cos of their gf. but.. she did think of it.. i didn`t expect her to love me that much actually. ^^ dunno why but i love her alot lolx. i care bout everything she said lahhx.. ^^
loves her loads. ^^
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
SinYing is currently attached and unavaliable. FOR REAL.
hmmx.. and it`s like.. early in the morning 8.53 am !! but she said it`s 9 am. -.- zz. suppose to give an answer at 4 pm. but then i didn`t wait till that long. lolx. hmmx.. ^^
Oral. zz. i went like "err..." then.. "leh lah loh" oso came out !! omg~ if i fail, i`ll know why. sob !!
after that, went home, suppose to study with val, yk, baby and my dear. but then !! they dun wanna come. zz. i called shaun, steady !! woo~ he came. lolx. my baby at first also dun wan cox.. scare she extra. but in the end she came. ^^
did maths. but dear dun wanna do maths. -.-' keep changing what she was doing. zz. talk talk on phone with da jie. BLAH BLAH BLAH. then talk to someone from aus. then.. the one from aus was like.. so excited to hear me. -.- hmms.. well.. lolx.
and then.. blah blah blah~ then.. i realised i didn`t submit my photo for the practical coursework thingie. it`s of no use now :( and so.. MY DEAR STOLE IT HOME~ wahkaka.
shhh~ my mom thought she`s boy. and treat HIM as one. -.- mom ask if HE was my stead. haha. my mom suddenly clever liao. lolx. sis asked bout HIM too. lol~
had a hard time learning how to pronounce dear de name. lolx. sowee ahh. eng not good mahx !! :( think i past mom de test. hahaha~
hmmx.. loner.. haiix.. i bwg bout it. don`t wanna say. zz.
see my dear chat on phone with her.. a bit scary =x
a bit gia gia.. hmmx.. 1055pm liao. wonder she reach home liao not. hmmx...
tmr going facial after sch~ 4 pm. then.. sat going suntec with yk they all mayb -.-
ooh yah !! someone help me with onions!! i wanna cook the dishes i cooked in the practical for my dear. but..... i dun wanna put my house on fire :( wait till i figue out how!! muahaha~
oh my god. sinying`s a bit gaga again? =x
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Grats dear for winning bball match today. ^^ 66-58 isit? i forgotten le. sorry!! was sleeping then dunno dream bout what jiu woke up. then after that u called. hahax. psps. Hmmx.. ytd slept late ooh. today late wake up. rest well!~
hmmx.. I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL !! lolx. 2 hrs detention !! sob! but i didn`t go. went see doc today. qiu yan acc me go de. hmmx. not much things to blog..
MR LEMON !! u`re the most bored b a ever knew -.-
SINYING GOT NEW NICE NAME FROM MR LEMON.
MISS CANDY. -.-
aww~
idert val. ask u buy me prezzie den gimme in sch. but then same sch as me. SADDENED! but it wld be nice ahh !
will someone get me prezzie den stand outside my gate and shout "HAPPY BDAY~" ? -.-
suddenly feel like having surprises. lolx.!! mad me.
anyway.. going sleep. NIGHTX!
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Monday, August 14, 2006
What`s so unbelieveable about it ? lolx.. it`s up to u if u wanna take it seriously or leave it. i`ve explained enough though..hmmx..
Lately, val and yk they all so much probs wor.. miaoling de thingiee. the sembawang de thingiee. the ABC de thingiee. again and again -.- this year what happen sia~ for me is r/s de stuff wasted my time. for my friend is waiting for someone she loves. for val they all is gangsters de probs. wadda hell. hahahax. all these is a waste of time.
Maths paper was terrible. english paper was the same. i can`t seemed to concentrate reading the comprehension passage at all !! i was hypnotized by the words. -.- In the end all i did was, look at the questions and then search for the answer, without reading the whole passage. i didn`t understand anything from the passage. i think, no one does really understand the whole thing. Maths was worst !! i only did the 1st page where algebra was. then the rest was 'nearly' blank. i didn`t know how to do anything. After the exams we`ve gotta stay in school. i slept for awhile, them was MATHS ! -.- mr.soon asked me how was the test. i was wondering, WHY ASK ME !?! -.-
In the end, he gave us other school`s past year exam papers. guess where`s it from? last one he gave was chinese high school. -.- i didn`t bother to do. now it`s RAFFLES INSTITUTION. omg.
Tmr`s social studies and physics for me. i didn`t even bother to bring home my physics stuff. i have social studies textbook with me, but, not reading it. Today`s my last few hours which i can do something to my coursework. atleast, do on further research or further development. zz. lazy to do so. YK HELP ME DO~ since u`ve learnt how to. hahax.
hmmx. i`ve said it le. i don`t want to think bout too much of r/s. i don`t want to fall in again for goodness sake. don`t tell me u won`t hurt me blah blah blah. it`s of no use at all. It`s quite hard for me to fall for 'cute cute' bungs unless i know them inside out. which i rarely do so. -.-
Don`t know why latey, the bungs i know de ht range all so big difference. tallest i know is 185. then jump to 155. hmmx.. HUIFEN told me got a place, a bung, 170+.. woohoo~ then very cute de. kaka. i wanna go see see. but lazy -.- hahax.
I`m so single now lahx wadda hell. -.-
A bit bu xi guan liaox. Going to flirt ard like i used to. lolx~ ppl please mind me. HAHAHA~
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
Alright.. first things first..
070806
someone asked me, if it`s possible to have feelings coming back for HER. but seriously ahh.. she`s happy now? and i`m happy now? so, i don`t think so. even if yes, i guess it won`t be long. -.- i`ve changed. from bad to worst. zzz. i donno how or what i did. but i guessed, i`ve really changed.
080806
SANTOSA~ woohoo~ was soo looking forward ahh !! all wear jersey wor. lolx. but the thing is, i didn`t get tanned lehx !! hopeless de suntan lotion !! grr~zzzzz. walked to shuxin and yk til 090806 morning. talked bout ALOT OF THINGS AHH!! haha. MR.OOO lolx.!! so funny ahh!! and.. talked bout jack and hamster -.- so KE AI. zz. then 090806, yk siao siao. walked shuxin home. zzz. grabbed me along ahh. lolx. then took bus home alone by myself. bathe liao sleep le. zz.
090806 -national day...
alot of things happen wor.. went to watch movie with kimzhi and baby..
then met up with kimzhi de friend go esplanate.. wanted to see fireworks de.. but then, ended long ago haha..
then they went play pool.. zz.. i underage and dunno how to play some more.. so went find yk they all le lohx.. like planned..
but then.. i walked around the whole of esplanate area lahx !! cox.. wanted meet up with shaun then walk back meet yk they all.. but then.. walk ard liaox.. feet wanna rot liao.. still didn`t find shaun !! somemore, yk they all say BRIDGE. how many bridge i know? -.-"
when finally met them, it`s like.. GRRR!! but then.. after that cooled down liao cox i not xiao qi.lol~
chit chat chit chat. then took pics. bekah so ento to take pic with everyone. -.-" actually ALOT of ppl there.. didn`t expect to see kai sheng that group. didn`t expect to see isreal iscac they all. dunno got spell wrongly not o.O chunzhi and bekah i oso didn`t know will be there. dots...
then, i didn`t talk much there lahx.. not attitude or some thing.. jux like.. suddenly nothing to talk bout sia. lolx. shuxin val and dunno who went to see the xdresser.. chiobu wor !! the pic i saw.. hmmx.. hahaha !! then after that talk to yk. then shuxin a bit. then realised. shuxin didn`t sleep much worr !! HAHAHA !! singapore got alot panda. alot cao kou ai yue tuan!! lolx..
after that wanna go home cox.. late le mahx.. somemore shuxin hungry.. -.- then.. some say BUS cox mrt no more. then some say MRT cox still have.. then BUS also like.. no bus go yishun liao.. wdls de bus oso missed -.- nearest to my house de bus is cck/bp there de bus. then finally got yck de bus.. 1/2 wan go up. 1/2 dont want. DOTS !!
IN THE END.. MRT -.- rushed all the way cox left 5 mins. all run like mad childrens. haha!! then.. i dunno what i said wrong lahx.. mayb that night my tone to u* abit bad.. pai seh lahh.. haha.. then u stomp off i was like.. wtf !! was a bit angry too.. shuxin see my face black black then confronted me.. ask me what happen. i didn`t wanna say a thing.. zz.. Xchange secret.. the secret is.. "i not sure my ez link card got money left not !!" lolx.. xD in the end heng heng.. got.. left 60cent i think zz..
SIN YING IS CURRENTLY "UNAVALIABLE". -.-'
only some knows what i`m talking about yah? WAHAHA!! it`s unbelievable but.. un huh.. that`s it. lolx.
100806-holiday !!
i forgotten what i did liao. -.- END !!
110806
pon tan sch. lazy go school. lolx. met up with yk and val they all. pass yk things. then after that wanted find shuxin but she playing bball. hmmx.. then went home after some craps and letter passing thingiee. -.-"
changed HP with my sis. in the end.. SHE DELETE ALL MY INBOX DE SMS WOR !!!!!! SOB !!!!! inbox so many stuff !! she liddat jiu delete !! :,(
but, it`s not a bad thing anyway. -.-" well.. dunno liaos lahx. was angry lahx !! inbox she kpo delete for what !! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
120806 -bad bad day.
use comp till 2 plus.. toot called me mahx. then chat lohx. daddy came home ard that time too. drink alcohal.. then guessed he`s a bit seh diao liao. came in to the comp room and scold me. dammit. was angry lahx!! slapped. whacked. what else cld he do -.- hang up on her cox i don`t want her have bad impression. zz. lucky.
after i hang her up.... daddy wasn`t happy cox i didn`t off the comp like i said i will after i TAGGED. but seriously, my comp was searching for updates !! it can`t be blamed!! whole comp was damm laggy!! then he don`t believe. stangled me.. pull my hair with another hand and throw me outta the comp room. i knocked aginst the wall -.- dramatic?! got more lohx !!
mommy came out. saw dad strangling me and punched my face. pushed my head knock wall. all mom said was "mai ah ni kuan lah!! computer shut down ai xi gan eh!" i was angry with dad. i really DID shut down liao lohx !! knn.. he punch punch.. then strangle harder -.- as if he was gonna kill me.. DRAMATIC?! got more !!!
i angry liao. tell him nicely.. "u don believe u see the screen !! OPEN YR EYES AND SEE IF I GOT CHEAT U !!"
then he slap me -.-" then the comp shut down.. and then he was like.. pushed me on the grown.. dragged me go room and then throw me to bed. ask me sleep -.-
then later he dunno what happen.. pull off my blanket then like.. wanna pull my head out of the body liddat!! strangle and den slapped me again -.- grrr.. dramatic not? lolx.. this time wasn`t the comp. it was.. "who u tok to!! u tell me.. where he/she from !! ask he/she come out !!".. haiix.. come out is sure die de. who will tell him who i talking to ah. i not 3 yr old -.- then i dun wan tell him. i say "friend" nicely..
he punch me ah !! say what, "mei jia jiao? parents dun care is it? why so late still find u chat" zzz. hello !! as if his daugther not doing the same? -.- then i let him strangle. punch. slapp. whatever he wants. sis and mom tried to stop. no use de lahx. xi guan liao. i cry only cox why he dun believe me at 1st. i told him le "daddy, wo chong lai mei you bian guo ni..". in my family, trust is a lot. i dun wanna cheat my daddy cox from young til now i know, alot ppl cheat my daddy de money and alot alot ahx. haiix..
awhile later, i thought he come back again wanna hit me liao.. i was like... -.-
but turn out that.. my dad come sayang me.. tell me what he feels.. and tell me what he expect from me. it`s only like.. few things i have to do just to be the perfect daughter he wants. he got into wrong campany, he dun wan me to follow. he got cheated cox he dunno english.. he nv study.. he dun wan me to b the same. his money was cheated. what can he do ? haiix. cheated by own family members.. it`s bad but thats what happen to my dad. he wants us to live better.
My dad was working for himself. boss. electrical sub-contractor. he earns alot that time. he was cheated. i dunno on what.. then everything changed.. whenever i`m home from school. i`ll see him sitting at the sofa. no work? -i don`t dare ask. cox it`s obvious.
one night, dinner time, i walk pass a group of my dad`s last time frien.. daddy was toking to them awhile.. i dun like them.. tattoos all over. smoke. drink. bengs.zzz
i asked daddy who they were. daddy said, "friends". zz
not long after that, dad found out who cheated his money and run away. i over heard him.. "1 arm 1k. 1 leg 1k. the money he owe me i mind as well don take ! i trust him so much *blah blah blah*.. the money give AST ginna drink kopi ah !" i was like.. :(
from young i know my dad well. i`m not scared of the gangsters out there. cox i know, my dad`ll be there. youngsters doesn`t even know what gangs are about. -.- their leader who they also dunno. -.- so... i`m not scare.. i got my dad.
daddy very important to me. so, i wanna pass my o lvls somehow. take once cannot then take twice. i wanna find a job that pays well and let the ppl who cheated my dad suffer. i know who they are. and i remember.. don`t make me find u ard.. idiots..
my dad won`t be able to see this but..
"daddy, wo zhen de mei you bian ni. wo zhi dao ni yao de shi she me. dui bu qi, wo bu neng gei ni. ke shi wo hui jing li. wo yao rang ni he mama bu bei bie ren kan bu qi. wo shi huai hai zi, mei ni men xiang de na me guai, ke shi, wo hui guai de. ying wei wo zun jing ni."
^^ dramatic enough le ? lolx..
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
WOOT~ got back my hp liaox. finally can sms freely !! lolx. baby de hp really very hard type sms de lehx !! -.- somemore.. my contacts all with her.. then, lolx.. funneh. xD
Went kbox. sing sing sing. lolx. all emo emo de songs. -.- i sang like mad lady.. lolx.. then, after that walk walk lohx. took neos. hmmx.. i not good in taking instant de pic pic. so ALL NOT NICE~ :( lolx. well.. then went see shoes.. the one.. nike de.. nice wor.. hmmx.. got few i feel that it`s nice de lahx.. jux that won`t look good on me. xD 112~199 dollars. expensive horx. lols. then, was tempted to buy bag!! lolx.. forgotten how much.. near to 200. -.-' then, went buy SB with val they all lohx.. tempted to buy the one in orange !! woohoo~ so, orangiee!! and the one in pink? lolx. i want green !!! lolx. then........ went kinokuniya see books. leg damm pain. wanted find a place sit down de.. but like .. val`s so engross in walking UP and SEEING BOOKS. then was little irritated. -.-
then after that met up with baby take back my hp. then take train go home. bought pesifire for baby wor. lolx. blue de. still got 1 more. dunno what that call. lolx. black black de. kakax. i bought an orange de for myself oso. cox my hp orange mahx!!
BABY !! got that liao.. cannot ask me give milk liao. lolx !! wan milk jiu suck it !! lolx... which of my baby wants?? lolx.. suddenly got loads of baby.. -.- cannot handle de lehx ! dots..
but seriously ah.. BABY! u need milk and.. calcium food.. then will grow strong bones and strong teeth !! lolx.. next time mommy buy CALCI-YUM for u. hahahax. ^^ hmmx.. that lemon boy jiu no need le.. not nanny dun wan feed.. is horx.. lemon flavoured milk.. nv see be4.. LOLX~
ah yahx.. i so crap tonight.. MILO PENG ~~ SUPERBAND~~ WOOHOO~~
anyways.. hope that val they all.. takkare -.-
always get into trouble lately ahx.. somemore.. got kicked by SO CUTE(sacastic) DE BUNG!! CAO KOU AI OOH!! grrrr... CHILDISH!! -.- we`re civilised ppl, we approach the police! lolx. but the bung runs away after she kicked val wor. lolx.
bball of cox got body interaction lahx. injure oso nan mian de. why the guy like.. so angry ? accidently elbow dio the guy.. -.- dun wan say le. lolx.
BITCH AT WORK !! ppl know jiu know. dunno what it means can call and ask. not gonna say here. jux that...... MUAHAHAHA! so bad of me. aww~ *wink to SOMEONE*
hope ppl don`t get too stressed up. takkare ppl~
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