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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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Missing eu in malaysia.. sian

how are eu guys?
the comp here power.. BETTA den mine at home.
hmms..
meii got hao hao take care mah.. got help me take good care of her mah.. haha..
hmms.. hear bout her bball match le..
jia you!~

me now in the cyber cafe in genting..
veri 'cheap!'
10rm for like.. 1 hrs.. hmms.. ok lah not bad lah.. got like.. time to peii mii dardar..
actuallie is ytd wanna come onlin de..
dunno dylan got online mah.. dats y nv..hmms
i bought dylan a shirt~ BIG BIG DE!
hiak hiak..
i try to buy chewing gums tml lohs.. for eu all.. but hor.. dunno can anot lah..
later my daddie dun wan den i no choice..
hmms..
tml going back singapore.. tml dardar got bball match @ 2.30.. hmms.. think cannot go again .. i chack out 11 plus.
think go back singapore bout dat time lo..

i cant leave dylan man.. how.. u noe hor.. dat day i was about to leave.. in car @ the checkpoint.. i cry leii!
omg.. in her house i oso cry.. at home at nite i oso cry.. lol..
siao le lah me..
mii cousinz all playing CS.. sian bo.. here gb cannot play.. !!!!!!!! i wan go home now!~
i wan meetme dardar..
i wanna go see dardar play bball..
i wanna go home sleep!
i mish mii bed alot too.. sianz..

ok la.. update till here.. see u all tml? hiak hiak..
hmms....... till den..













tata` - oINk-ieE shang..


oINk-ieE & mOo-ieE
l a l a l a n d .

6:46 PM

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Dar dar..
sorry..
i noe its my fault..
i shouldn`t have pms-ed in front of u..
i noe u`re angry of mii..
it`s not gunbound..
it`s mii..
i'm leaving tml..
i dun wan anything to happen to u..

i dubble clicked on yr nick in msn..
hoping dat u will type something to me..
in gunbouund..
hoping dat u will ask me to be rdy or something again..
but wad i got was dat u left..
i noe im selfish..

finally pm-ed me in msn? hmms..
dat web is bored..
dats not wad i wan..
if only u were here beside mii,,

my tears are really dropping this time..
it has really been a while since i cried..
why muz it be for u?
don read on ... not for u to..












i`m not gonna write wads on my mind..

1:53 AM

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1 Mth and a day liaO..
Hmm.. ^^ yii ge yue le..
anD , mii cOmp perFectLy fiND thX!
hAha.. dAr daR plAyiNG bBalL.
tking On fOne tO heR tOo.
wOnder whO is sHe* ? hmMs.. sUdDenlY pIck Up thE fOne AnD asK if I misSed heR? hmMs..
wrOnG persOn baH? lOL...


yTD we wENt Out.watCH mOvie aND waLk walK lOhs.DeN Go hIs hOuse.Did aLOt Of thINGs hOr! lOL.
huGgeS lOts.hmMs..

i gOinG mAlaySia sOon. miSs eU leii.
hmMs. sHE bU de Li kaI nii wOr..
i'lL bUy eU sOmethiNG de.
hmMs.. keKeS..

[[ * muaCKs * ]]

9:40 PM

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Again like soOo long no update le..

guess wad! i put my legs into a pail of warm warm water.. why? ITCHY~ ~

Pei rong and yee kuan got pro again.. hais.. how many times pr wanna find problems to do!? she 'jia bah bo tai ji zho' isit? next time wan CLARIFY things can come to me lohs.. call my hp lohs.. i veri free des..

moooooOOooOOOooOOOooooOoo...

mOo-ieE veri bad u noe!! broke promiss.. T.T

hais.. ajunied bball i cant go on 30th de.. hmms.. i going to GEnting with my family..30th may 2005.. at bout 1.30am liddat lohs.. hmms.. really sian 1/2 sial... dunno wad to do le lah.. hmms... cannot dun go oso.. stressed up le..

Going one month liao wor..^^
Guess wad i`m getting for u?
actualliee..
i oso dunno lol.. haha
Till i noe wad i going to buy~
tata~








oINk-ieE & mOo-ieE
in lala.land
with you.

4:38 AM

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I feel guity..
Are u like.. feeling presure in our relationship? i'm sorrie..
i really dun wan to see yr tears drop like dat..
i know u feel stress in yr work..
sorry for still asking u out, causing u to cannot studie..
ok.. we wait for holidays ok?
no matter wad happens..
oINk-ieE will fereva be yrs..
yupp` -
not even dragon could take me..
dont feel P..
u're B..
I feel that u're one..
no one will take u awae from me too..
i lurve u for who u r..
there isn't a need to change anything..
you're mine...





oINk-ieE ("v") mOo-ieE

6:38 PM

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Ahhhhhhhh!~

i got fcuked!~ =.=

La la la... zzz

i'm bored.. 070505.. Valerie rape me~

lols.. mOo-ieE and oINk-ieE.. heehees..

i feel so sowee... angeline.. sowee... i don`t mean to not accompany u tok dat dae.. i reallie reallie fergot to bring my key.. den i got val to accompanie me.. den i eating u call ma.. no matter wad, val and ying jie will help u des... and.. val, can keep secrets de.. so no need worrie....


next time, anything, call me... no need scared sae i sleeping or wad de..^^

070505.. valerie come my hse stay over.. i told my mommie sae she waiting fer her frien.. but in the end.. my mom sae to late le ask her stay over.. haha! my mom treat her good good de nehs!~ even i jealous liao.. lol.. some more.. give her chao fan.. even i dun have!~ (is i dun wan eat lah lol)

Looks like.. val have to cook some thing fer my mom in return liao wor! heehees.. i veri full.. *burp*

ok la.. blog till here.. zzz... sleeping soon le.. nite nite. . .




l a l a . l a n d . w i t h . m y . m O o - i e E

`babie i lurve u
and i`ll neva let u go`

10:22 PM

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hmms... kekes.. yupp.. i did something... nono.. WE did something.. bleah!~

heehees.. ok lah.. shall not sae anymore.. lols.. chao mOo-ieE..

hmms.. Xam ah.. dunno will pass not worsh.. how how!? i dun bother to study oso.. cannot blame.. hais.. poor me.. lols..

hais! i don`t like u.. can u like.. pls.. don`t call again.. u know who u are! ahhhhhhh! shoo shoo shoooooooo! ---> IF u sees this.. zzz..

hmms... mos burgers? i want my apple pie!~ lols..

i think i have bulimia! hais.... .... it is a illness like... vomit wadeva u eat lo.. hais.. dunno lah.. den like.. i dio all the symptons liao lei!! zzz...

some one save meee~

lala lala lala lala elmo's song~

ok la.. zzz... sian liao.. see eu!~ keekeees

Pig-ieE ("v") mOo-ieE

2:11 AM

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Did i do something wrong?
i feel some thing wrong.. after dat dae fanne angry with me..
It's like.. mayb, we're now diff class.. and start to miss more with our new friens.. but.. old friens are equallie important.. mayb i shld sae, more important?

Me and fanne use to be like.. everything oso chat bout.. but, now?? i dont noe..
Bout dat dae, the chimes thing.. mayb u have mistook me..
i WAS suppose to go m'sia.. but in the end i didn't..
sorrie i didn't tell u before dat makes u thinks dat i'm keeping or lying to u..

I reallie reallie dont wan our friendship to be like this..
sometimes , i just wish we will coll down and think or reflect on wad we did for one another..
and of cos, wad we did to each another..
I'm not toking bout fanne.. dun mistake me..
i'm toking bout everyone!

friendship dui wo lai shuo.. hen zhong yao..
Wo bu yao shi qu ni men..


fanne, u think valerie, venessa they all replacing u and kylicia and kiam2?
hmms.. it's just dat we have diffrent class and diffrent friends now? i think we need to work more on our friendship don't u think? ^^

No matter wad fanne.. i don't wan u to think dat sin ying had changed..
Even if i changed, our friendship shall not kayys?
^^ (sae till got little bit rou ma hor?)
(who cares!~)
Lets start from the stars everyone.. (if u got come see my blog lohs lol)


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eh.. i think i shld sae thins.. ^^

my relationship had started on 26 april.. heehees.. sowee if i gotta neglect my friends awhile lah.. sowee!~.. hmms.. heehees..

so now, nothing to keep le wor! ^^

those who dunno who hor.. can go eat shiit le lah! (lols wink)

9:51 PM

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