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[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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I'm feeling guilty..

I promiz xiao long i dun hong other guys.. but i.. kinda.. ya noe.. hmm.. normally i wun really like care loh.. will be like.. okay.. finee.. i cut..

But it's like.. now feel quite bad lohs.. but really bo hong liao! i guai guai liao worsh!... promiz him de.. wei cheong ask fer stead.. actually ish wanna accept liao de.. but.. xiao long suddenly veri nice to me.. i xin luan liao.. hais.. i kinda.. ya noe.. reject him..

Xiao long call me everydae now worsh! my wish had came true isn't it.. hehes!

He is nice to me now lohs.. at least not like last time.. but hor.. he still wun rem my bday! =.=..

hais.. wadever lah.. as long as he is with me.. i dun care liao lah.. but wad will i do if 1 dae, he is to leave me?

He ask me not to leave de worsh.. den i stick on him loh.. LOL!..

School ish really bad.. no frien same class with me.. but managed to make some lohs.. jessica and valerie.. and candy oso.. Pls let me pass me exam! i stress sial.. but hw still lazy to do nehz.. hais.. dunno how to study le lah!

I WAN A NEW FONE! hais.. this friday i going to see new new new new fone!! i dun care! my plan and liaos mah.. heehees.. get new plan oso.. WEEPEE!~

I wan X400.. i think it's quite nice u noe.. but only got black and white lah! Jessica got black.. Valerie got white.. i wanted the black.. but jessica sae veri easy see the hand print.. she ask me get white.. hmm...

But some ppl ish they dun like ppl same things with them de worsh! i scare Valerie dun wan lah.. hmm.. i dunno leh.. but i think both oso nice.. mayb go get others?

I want a flip fone!... my daddy wanna sell me his E600C fer 200 dollars.. i think dun wan la.. is like.. can get new 1 y not? hehe.. well.. we'll see bout it den lah..

Valerie.. hen gao xing ren shi ni zhe ge wu liao de shen jing bing.. haha!!

Jessica.. Bu xing de.. ren shi dao le ni wor! =.=

candy.. dun cut liao lah.. dun wanna see u cry lehz..

pls lah.. old frienz dun jealous lah.. lurve u all lah.. mmuackx.. hehes..

Ai xiao long duo le yi dian dian.. =P

'LonG ZhI YinG'

11:36 PM

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Pika Boo!

Not funnies.. hais hais hais..

Hmm.. i contacted this guy.. Gary.. he is a nice guy lohs.. den.. yahs.. we tok nearly everyday lahs.. about wad ah? hmm.. about alot loh.. he always listens to songs de.. play bball.. so he is veri veri tall.. 1.81 i think..

grow so tall fer wad.. hmmphx.. nvm.. lala..

oh ya! he copy me u noe! he oso go "lalala" when toking to me..

hmm... xiao long leh.. he ah.. lik dun care dun care liao.. i oso duno wadda do le.. his story still up date loh.. den 1 day send him 1 sms only lohs..

He dat time.. think thurs.. call me in the midle of the nite.. 4:11am.. den i oso dunno wad i told him.. mayb i shouted at him? dats y he nv call me le.. hais ya ya.. dunno lah.. i only noe if he dun wan me den ferget it la..

i cant do anything.. hmms..

Ta xing fu kuai le jiu hao le..

wo mei hua shuo le lah.. and hor..

ANGELINE AH!! yr gb hor.. improve alot leh! she killed jonathan! omg omg omg omg..

oh ya oh ya! i met a xiao long in gb.. haha.. he isn't ivan bah.. i dunno lah.. see his nick den msged him lo.. 1 on 1.. got win oso got lose lah.. lalala..

my friendster got 1 dragon.. damn.. dunno when den can become dragon..

got loh! yellow 1.. haha... chick..

i shall try maple.. some day..

'pu boh sin ying'

5:50 PM

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-special thx to angeline-

She help me do this blog de.. isit nice?

hehe.. lurve her! muackx..

xiao long-
he call me dat time.. hmm.. he say he thinks he got lil' bit like me liao.. meaning he nv liked me be4 lah!?! hais.. bwg lohs.. den ish like.. he said i change? of cos lah.. he sho sho sho long nv call me.. of cox dunno i change le lah.. hais... nth to say him ah!

wilson-
I.. jux broke up wit him.. i oso no choice lah.. studies, parents.. xiao long.. i dunno wad i'm feeling now.. i really dunno.. after dat day we kissed.. i feel guilty plus another feeling.. regrets mah?

i dunno.. just dun feel right loh.. i mean..if we're really in lurve.. feeling wun be liddat de bah? at first i felt sweet.. felt lurved.. but, dunno wad happened.. i started to think if wad i did was right.. and, shld we have even start at the first place?

Wilson.. if u r reading this..i wanna sae, sorry.. in gb, u will still be my dear if u wan.. i dun mind.. dun think much.. dun think more.. juz ferget bout me if u wan too.. i wun ferget u de lah.. thx fer the bear bear.. our daughter will still be ours..

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bao bei.. wo da ying ni de shi.. yi ding hui zhuo dao de.. xian zhai... zhi yao ni xiang yi qian yi yang hao hao dui wo jiu hao le..

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I went thailand pu ji dao fer holiday.. cruise lah.. den is like.. there will nv be a 2nd time.. it was washed awae by the big big wave.. hais... can rem the faces of the shop keeper man.. hais.. poor them..

got 1 lady.. quite young.. bout 16, 17 nia.. den is like.. she open shop.. den keep asking us to give her more money.. now, we'll nv hear her voice again..

"mdm gimme more.." haha.. no more le lah!

hmm.. jiu zhe yang le bah.. zhai jian..

` - xao^saD

11:22 PM

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