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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

Afianne
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my comp spoil liao. no comp to plae le. =[

next time, KYKY, DAHLIA, ANGELINE, blah blah bla..
all my frien we go take neos k? =) den i put all pic in my friendster.
val dun wan put me i put u all lohs. no big deal de hoh?
*SO SAD*

wanna learn to forgive and forget
wanna learn to be numb
wanna learn not to be hurt
wanna learn to heal myself
wanna learn to be mature
wanna learn to be understanding..
i know u hav had enuff of me.. looking at ur webs made me soo soo sad.
didn`t u knew who sob for u?
twice alot
but now
serious sobbing has yet begun
close yr eyes, spread yr wings, lay down as if u`r in a dead sea
cry...
meds and docs dun cure
plasters and bandages dun improve it.
it only deepends.
no one there to be with me.
no one beside to close up with.
no one sees me in their eyes.
will attantion be scars and bloods and knifes?
will i be cured deeeep within?
snow falling..
melting..
sun rising..
and sobs drying..
heart frozen..
nv moving.. again..
`__SADisfacttiOn

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