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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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Boo.like a long time nv write liao hor?
haha.
hmms. maple-ing lah. zZZz
i read eur* blog. =[
sorry lah. i noe sometimes i very unreasonable.
but, wo shi nu ren ma!
haha.
*every day shall be give in to moo moo day*
this sentence made u sob dat night. i din noe why.
Untill u said the three words dat made me the same.
hmms.
although everyday is give in to moo moo day, u oso can give in me de u noe!
i noe u gave in too much =P

i saw yr hands.
they look just like mine.
but it`s bigger den mine for sure.
i didn`t expect this outcome.
the minute i licked it.
it tasted sour.
bitter and numb.
my tongue could feel the line u made.
i felt weird.
really weird.
i read yr blog just befor i update mine.
the were the same taste as yr hand.
i hope now, it`s all over.
lets all begin something new.
sweet and fragrance will fill our hearts and soul.
isn`t dat what love is like?
taste of love.

-suicidal -oOzieEblOod

1:30 AM

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i`m in school now.so bored.
valerie now dunno looking at who`s blog.
jessica is sleeping in the comp room in front of me.
i`m looking for imformation on the 'house of wax' for english movie review.
haha. i`m the only one working. AND writing blog at the same time.
haha.
i`m so hungry now.
i still have 1/2 hr to do my things bout the movie thingie.
haha. u think i will finish?
well. NO! i`m hungryy~
i need food~
dardar cook eggiee bread for me 2day. ^_____^
haha. ytd me fanne weikiam and valerie go cwp.
eat pizza hut.
fanne say like celebrating she single again lidat. hmms.
i dunno what she did wrong.
but as a boy. can`t u just tolerate?
if u`re thinking things like asking her to change and stuff.
forget it.
if u like some one. like her/him for who they are!
not changing them into some one else den stay together foreva. all these is so shitty!
yes. she does use a`lil violent on u.
but. is it onliee the slap and stuff u can think of when u have nth to do!
isn`t ther anymore happier memories to over take the violents she used!
i bite dylan. slap. pinch. anything oso can.
he wun keep it in mind. not asking me to change too.
i love him this way.
but u?
onliee think of the bad.dark side of fanne.
where`s her gentle.nice.cute side in u?
it`s not in yr mind.
so where`s it?
where did it go!?
u don`t listen to this but think. pls.
i realliee hate saying this but u do not deserve fanne.
she deserve someone betta then u. much more betta then u.
no hurt. no love.
this love had caused too much hurt.
forget it. she`ll live on better then u.
don`t let me see anyone of ur hurtful msges.
i`ll let the scars on fanne before and the pain she get on u!
more then u imagine.
i don`t care if i have to go to jail. gurl`s home.
IMH oso liddat.
if i see them.and i`m with a penknife. sure to cut u.
i wan u to feel the pain she had gotten frm u.
fanne is my frien. u r so nth.

AND. u were the one who changed.
Volleyball? senior!
i may have likeD u the last time.
but i have hated u from the time fanne cried for u.
the very 1st time she cried.
u ruined her life.

10:31 AM

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i`m in school now.so bored.
valerie now dunno looking at who`s blog.
jessica is sleeping in the comp room in front of me.
i`m looking for imformation on the 'house of wax' for english movie review.
haha. i`m the only one working. AND writing blog at the same time.
haha.
i`m so hungry now.
i still have 1/2 hr to do my things bout the movie thingie.
haha. u think i will finish?
well. NO! i`m hungryy~
i need food~
dardar cook eggiee bread for me 2day. ^_____^
haha. ytd me fanne weikiam and valerie go cwp.
eat pizza hut.
fanne say like celebrating she single again lidat. hmms.
i dunno what she did wrong.
but as a boy. can`t u just tolerate?
if u`re thinking things like asking her to change and stuff.
forget it.
if u like some one. like her/him for who they are!
not changing them into some one else den stay together foreva. all these is so shitty!
yes. she does use a`lil violent on u.
but. is it onliee the slap and stuff u can think of when u have nth to do!
isn`t ther anymore happier memories to over take the violents she used!
i bite dylan. slap. pinch. anything oso can.
he wun keep it in mind. not asking me to change too.
i love him this way.
but u?
onliee think of the bad.dark side of fanne.
where`s her gentle.nice.cute side in u?
it`s not in yr mind.
so where`s it?
where did it go!?
u don`t listen to this but think. pls.
i realliee hate saying this but u do not deserve fanne.
she deserve someone betta then u. much more betta then u.
no hurt. no love.
this love had caused too much hurt.
forget it. she`ll live on better then u.
don`t let me see anyone of ur hurtful msges.
i`ll let the scars on fanne before and the pain she get on u!
more then u imagine.
i don`t care if i have to go to jail. gurl`s home.
IMH oso liddat.
if i see them.and i`m with a penknife. sure to cut u.
i wan u to feel the pain she had gotten frm u.
fanne is my frien. u r so nth.

AND. u were the one who changed.
Volleyball? senior!
i may have likeD u the last time.
but i have hated u from the time fanne cried for u.
the very 1st time she cried.
u ruined her life.

10:31 AM

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