Sunday, October 31, 2004
See my nick guys!~ haha! yupp... its daniel..
i tok on the fone with him till morning 3+ 4+ worsh.. wahaha... he power lahs.. can make me laff till stomach ache.. can make me laff till cry.. but can make me sad n cry oso.. he veri veri nice to me worsh.. suan shi pei me all nite le..
haha... bai chi kor kor was stuck! in wdls.. haha.. take cab go home 14+ dollars i think? hahas..
As fer ivan.. KAOS!! BURN!! LET IT BURN!! +.+
y everytym so zhun de.. this song again...
hahas.. ok lahs.. i gave up le.. suan le.. wo bu yao zhai tong le.. wo bu yao zhai si duo yi ci le... i oso dunno wat i wanna b to him lehs.. =X
i wanna be more den jus a frien.. but not more den a stead.. wahtta hell... siant..
hmm... daniel and jun kai and my friens r like the angels up there **pointing into the sky**... ivan ish like the idiot root of a tree.. trapping me dwn and not letting me go... hais...
"no1 can help u unless u wanna help yrself, my child"
something liddat lahs.. daniel say de.. hahas... father daniel.. lols!!
it's like.. daniel was sho much like more den jus a normal frien to me now.. hmm.. as in.. got thing sure tell him de.. no need scared him dun care me and stuff liddat.. he make me feel sho relax and happie.. if without him ytd.. i might cut again.. hahas..tok on the fone with him.. cry out le bahs.. hmm.. feeling like.. normal lohs..
i dunno if i really can shuo dao zhuo dao lahs.. but i dun care!! let it be.. i dun giva damn... my feelings r numb? get a doc fer me.. =X
liddat lohs.. i got my xiao lao gong and daniel.. and my lao gong and my darlings.. and my friends .. yahs... hais..
i going to work 2mollo.. either amk or bishan bahs.. siant!!! dun let me knock on his* door worsh.. dun think will so shuay bahs? jus wanna give up only den let me see last? hahas...
I like toking to daniel.. relaxxxxx! haha... he oso mad mad siao siao de.. lols.. guess my name guess so long.. wahaha...
daniel kerimley??
i ferget le lehs!! so hard to remember man!! hahas.. next time tok to him den ask bahs.. bao zhong le kor kor.. haha..
weee!
100% hao nu hai..
9:10 PM
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
Feeling like crying..
I cannot say y lahs... i really feel very... hais.. very...
=.=
Ivan and me bu ke neng de.. ke neng i oso dun wan... i meant.. hw got need how? i dun think i ready fer all TAT u noe.. hais.. and den is like.. he got gf le.. den i nth say oso le lahs.. now veri wad lohs.. he told me something jux now.. shocked and worried.. yet confused and sad..
How can he so bu xiao xing ah! still ask me how...
dunno lahs.. fun zheng i oso walk till here le.. cannot turn back bahs? shuan le lohs.. man man wang le ta bahs.. friends lohs..
This mayb the most terrible ending i tout.. but wo ye bu xiang wad.. i listening to usher.. burn now.. kaos.. "cos u now tat its over...." ....
"let it burn.. let it burn.. gotta let it burn"
=( wad if i cant?she bu de sure will lahs.. hmm.. until now den scaed too late le bahs? i got nth to say bout u le.. i give up.. GIVE UP!!
learn to love some1.. mus oso learn to give up n let go..
i will (= cos i really like u..
"I like the wae u talk to me and act cute in front of me..
i like the wae u call me and ask me to guess who u were..
i like the wae u call me in the middle of the nite when i was sleeping and nv reject to acc. u...
i like the wae u 'sha jiao' about many many things...
i like the wae u sms me and scold me 'pen dan' when it's 'ben' instead of 'pen'...
i like the wae u sms me after i remind u not to drink cold drinks.the Mmuackx..
i like the wae u sing to me...
i like the wae u sound jealous about things..
I acctually heard alot of things.. just that i want u to repeat it.. =)
i heard about alot of things i dun like too.. i jus wished u didnt tell that to me..
Do u really know wat i want?
I treat u like the oxygen .. without u... there will not be me..
But u?
To u, i'm just some rubbish bin..
Some times when u need to throw things.. u will come to me.. never knowing how important i am.. never cherishing me..
I was loved.. cherished.. and cared by an angel who was protecting me all these while..
But all we talked about was u..
My angel hugged me when i cryed..
where were u? do u noe tat i'm crying?
U dont..
I missed u 24 hrs a day..
but u?
u ever missed me?
I never wanna know wat u ans my friens tat nite about feelings for me..
I dun wanna know..
Just keep it from me forever...
Pls..
Never tell me about other gurls..
I really hated it..
but..
i Listened..
I pray for u to smile and ferget bout yr probs..
Just fer yr smile..
I dun wanna be jus a frien..
I dun wanna be a stead..
I dunno wat i wan..
I'm confused.. left alone in the dark..
I know tat ma' angel will be waiting..
But i'm waiting in the dark..
Just for u to smile and miss me mayb alittle...
It's like impossible now..
I'm really tired...
Thanks fer letting me stay by yr side so long..
Thanks fer calling bao bei..
Thanks fer calling me every nite last tym...
Thakns fer calling me whenever u free...
Most importantly...
Thanks fer letting me learnt that,
In order to love somone...
U muz learn to give up too...
When u know that it's over...
Just let it burn...
Don't worry...
i'll ferget u not...
I'll miss u..."
SO TOUCHING!! hahahas!.. hmm.. i dunno y i so sort 2 dae wors.. mayb cos i too gan jiong bout the music X.am lahs.. hahahas... sure to pass man!! waahahaha!! yay!! i sleep at 3+++am.. wake up 6+++ am.. tired sial.. =X i will wait fer him to call lahs.. hopefully he call lohs.. god bless me.. =
12:10 AM
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
Went to the zoo.. hmm sian..
My taste for guys now veri veri bad worsh.. hais!...
me and fann on train.. saw this ite guy.. think ish yishun de.. den i say.. if he taller **he ish taller den me!!!** den look good le.. haha.. den after tat i found out tat the guy actually veri ugly.. =.=
cham lahs.. liddat how? =.=.. liddat oso good lahs.. i oso not chio.. mei zhi ge chose so much.. =.=
ivan's frien khop other ppl's hp lehs! wah kaos.. not 1s u noe.. everytime.. go jail come out still liddat.. =.= bue kia si!...
He khop le sell the fone.. the card giv ivan.. eh.. not top up card worsh! ish line de lehs.. sim card.. =.=... den like.. the bill sure wan dan.. if the owner wan find sure can check dao ish me de.. =.=... fang xin lahs.. i wun say shi ivan de.. hahas.. bu zhi dao la.. he sae he 1st person call me with the card.. dunno real mahs..
Wei kiam ask ivan help him *blow*..wei kiam pay ivan 35 dollar den wei kiam help ivan blow.. ivan oso muz help lahs.. wei kiam sick man!!! NO WAY!! i she bu de let ivan liddat lahs!... but he really need money? hais... ben nan ren.. i tell him i give him 50 dollar den i help him.. he thout real =.=
porh porh porh.. no use! i wun! bleah!! wahaha.. dunno lahs.. i ask him.. wan i yang him or he wan wei kiam.. he wan wei kiam lehs!!! some more sae "wo yao wei kiam.. bu yao ni"
"BU YAO NI" lehs! wah!! heatbreaks!! )= sob!!
ah ya ya.. dunno lahs.. hao fan arhhhhh!!! i sleep veri long le lehs.. hmm.. play gb! yay! help him rank up.. i so nice.. lol..
hais.. will he call 2nite? i'll be waiting.. =)
100% hao nu hai..
11:06 PM
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
I'm sick~~~
Flu!!~~~
Hao xing ku arh... head veri heavy...
=.=! hais.. hmm.. i lai ang some more! hahaha!!! zhong yu come liao... =X
Haha!.. okies lahs.. hmm... not much ta sae worsh.. whole dae missing xiao long.. whole dae play gb.. whole dae dunno do wat shiit lohs..
Oh ya.. got new hotmail.. but rarely use.. got 2.. hehex! all food!! FOOD!!
ichigobliss@hotmail.com ==>>YUMM!!
mochi_peach@hotmail.com ==>> I WAN!!
hahas... hmm.. 2mollo joann they all if gotta jio den go get.. weee!! hehehe!! i coff.. =.= haven okie yet worsh!! how huh!! siao liao lahs!! lung infection!!! ARH!!! nOOOOO! **faintttt!**
*back to reality!!*
hmm.. okaie.. i'm a little bit outa ma' mind now? yahs.. i m!.. veri high oso lehs.. notti me.. wahahahahaha!!! wateva lahs..
i got gb acc.. new de.. help chicks rank up de.. meaning i let u win.. wun kill u.. but only 1 on 1 or 2 on 2 worsh.. come find me in zone 1.. see if u noe my nick lohs.. shld noe lahs.. so ming xian.. haha.. no need me sae le lahs.. wahahaha!
MY BLOGGER SERVER NV DWN! ISH U SLOW!! ==>>DANIEL!
daniel ish my da kor kor.. no no.. my lao kor kor.. jux call fer` fun? dunno lahs... he siao siao de.. draw comics? wanna see? but ish not wat u all imagine.. it's stick man comic.. veri hard to understand.. he anyhow mix languge.. -,-.. haha
he veri nice to ppl de.. he teach me little bit jap.. yahs.. he veri veri nice worsh! hmm.. no regets noeing u!! wahaha! dun worry.. yr story i free will write de.. holidaes mayb? hehes
my dady buy car le.. so angry! i wan a baby sis or bro he say yang bu qi.. den i shoot him.. yang de qi car yang bu qi hai zi.. fei hua! bulls hiiiittttt~~~
his car ish the new toyota carmy or something? hack care.. wateva he like lahs! ask him get me a hp.. few 100 only cannot afford.. =.= car can afford! arh!!! qi si wo leeee!!! he driving my uncle's now.. his car come to sg next week! yay! ... =.= hais... tao yan daddy lahs!!
bwg le lahs.. BYE BYE!! HMMPHX!
'wei ai er shang
wei ai er tong
wei ai er si
yong bu hou hui'
100%hao nu hai ^^
10:44 PM
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Why huh..
Joann call me tat nite.. and confrence with kylicia.. -specify: if i said something wrong.. dun angry.. i dunno how to put it!-
they ask me bout singnee lohs.. but ask ish ask la.. ask till like i prisoner or something.. i dun like the feeling of kanna asked till liddat lahs... no offence.. dun wanna later another col den ask me another thing..
I got say i hate yeekuna mahs? i only remember telling joann bout i dun like yeekuan say these things to ivan waht..if i got den my mistake lohs...
and another thing.. Force and encourage alot of diff.. if i really got say singnee FORCE me open the doc. den i say wrong or u hear wrong lohs.. i say encourage.. she say the doc till really funny liddat.. den like.. "open.. open lohs.. open den u noe how funny it is.. open lahs.."
although its not she send de.. but she encourage.. kinda lahs.. to open lohs.. hais.. she noe is wat thing she dun wanna tell me.. although now stop sending itself le.. but cannot delete.. and my comp now duno y alot of virus.. 10 over virus.. bth... Unable to delete some more...
Mayb its time to ask daniel over my hse.. hais.. he's a nice guy! =) haha.. he got gf le lorhs!.. hao xing fu arh! hehex.. well.. i've gotta my xiao lao gong to pei me some times.. i got ivan to call me and sae sweet stuff to me .. but ou er de shi lahs.. hais..
now listening to 1st love.. **u r alwaes gonna be ma' love** so sad de... little wanna xiang ku..
Happie birfdae to u
happie birfdae to u
happie birfdae to ivan
happie birfdae to u...
ai si ni le..
muackxx!
That time i sms him.. he kinda like.. "Mmuackx".. straight awae red till there arhm chio liaos.. haha.. i at my frien party some more.. den i tok to jenn bout him too.. hahas...
Yeekuan arh.. i oso dunno y i sho stupid lahs hor.. but i like ivan.. i wun patch with jun kai de.. OH YA!! ivan ask me patch with jun kai u noe.. he say he will still col me.. KAO!!! so sad when i hear this.. dunno y oso.. haissssssss!!!!!!!!
Like some1 mux learn to fang shou oso.. but veri hard.. i haven been able to do it yet..
"wo shi zhen zhen de xi huan ni.. ni bu bi xi huan wo.. ye bu bi mei tian mei tian xiang nian wo.. wo zhi xiang kan zhe ni xing fu.. kan zhe ni kuai le.. yi cie dou zhi de... she me dou ke yi.. zhi yao neng gou huan qu ni de wei xiao jiu gou le.. "
i'll be waiting fer the dae when i got yong qi tell him this lohs.. hais.. y my comp like.. keep repeating this song de!!!!!!!!!! tao yan!!! SKIPP LAHS!!!...=) mei guan xi.. wo xi huan.. hahaha!
pai seh lahs.. i sick.. den siao siao de.. haha..
hope he Njoy and have fun 2day lohs.. think he wun call le bahs.. call me dun say "wo bu yap ni le!" jiu ke yi le.. dun.. i dun wanna tat to eva happen.. i wil die i tell u!!!
Ivan.. i dun wanna u to say this ok! nv tell me this.. say anything oso can.. not this.. pls.. i beg u..
-as if he wil see this? funny..-
oh ya! say sho much ivann jun kai's bdae is ytd.. i meet him dwn stairs my hse.. mommy n daddy all not at home.. sis tuition mahs.. den.. ya lo.. liddat lohs.. i sing him bdae song.. den liddat lahs.. =) tok tok tok awhile den i gtg le.. hahas.. correct! tok bout ivan.. hahaha!!! hmm.. he ask me y he ask so many time i nv nod my head mahs.. so i tell him i like some1 else.. i dun wanna hurt him lahs.. weee! lols...
Eugene oso got stead le.. my da sao.. hahas... every1 is couple-ing up lehs.. wo neh? MEI REN YAO!!! so sad!
my oz lao gong got stead.. eugene oso.. jun jie oso.. my biao jie oso.. hais!!!!!
i really mei ren yao le lahs.. jun kai wan me only lehs.. dun wan dun wan dun wan dun wan! wo yao ivan lehs.. yao ta pei wo.. =P
ok lahs.. hao rou mah wor.. wu liao! **bish!!**
-=ying ying fainted!=-
'wei ai er shen
wei ai er huo
wei ai er ben
wei ai er shang
wei ai er tong
wei ai er si
yong bu hou hui'
100% hao nu hai
100% ben nu ren
**go see my daddy'd new car!! BYE BYE!! WEEEEE!!!**
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
Hais.. i didn't noe fanne dunno about singnee letting sw go her house.. i really dunno.. i thout she noe le.. sollie fanne..
Singnee.. not i wanna sae or quarrel with u lohs.. u really xia jian.. dun agree mahs?
Telling yee kuan i hate her fer asking xiao long thing? i did not sae anything liddat! dun anyhow spam liddat can anot.. isit tat u wanna her to hate mi n go with u or something? 2 words fer u if i was rtie.. "you zhi!!!"
All those bullshitting thing u told the others? i duno wat u sae lahs hor? but if u wan liddat den i got nth to do wat? dun act xia lan n act big in front of me.. not happie can face to face come confront me.. everything is i start de.. i chen ren..
Now every body noe bout us le.. wat m i gonna do? wahaha! nutthing! those who belive her can jux go lohs.. but i wanna sae this.. u all really sho "pa jiao" mahs?
Singnee ah singnee... stop betraying every1 can anot.. the most spoilt brat ish u! u do not noe wat others feel.. u dun think be4 saying something.. u dun think be4 u do anything! u porh ivan.. i nth to sae.. u ask sw go yr hse.. wat will fann think? u oso noe she sensitive rite.. some more call her ask sw dun tok.. wtf lohs.. think of it.. yue think yue angry..
U tell ppl my secrets with jun kai.. wtf lohs! so wat if the pic thing and all my secret is true? and so wat if its fake? friendship will not so easily break de..
Do u noe how much i DUN LIKE u now? although is i bu xiao xin tell fann.. but u think la.. is wat u do rite?
DO U NOE fanne, cox of this.. feel betrayed!? by the most trust worthy frien to her? do u noe! U DONT! sw.. dun sae i cant keep secret! who can!? U TELL ME LAHS!! fann cut.. i oso guilty.. but u lehs? singnee? u tell me.. u eva cared!! dun tell me u dunno.. if u really dunno den this is the time to FUCK OFF! fann dun need such a frien..
sw made fann hurt enuff too.. i cunt belive my ex godbro liddat to my da sao.. 1st was jy.. fann started to cut.. now singnee? u all can sae i gu yi sae to fanne de.. but u think lahs.. if wat u all did was rite.. dun need keep it frm her de wat!!!!
Do u all noe how much she bleed? how much she cried? how much she suffers? how much she's been through?! well.. i understand how she feels!!! she sensitive den me.. pain sure dubble..
singnee.. bu shuang le mahs? come confront me lahs! dun need worry.. i promiss my xiao lao gong.. dun scold vulgar.. dun fight.. dun smoke.. so i wun fight u..
BUT my patience still got limit.. VERY LIMITED! better dun try okae.. i warn u liaos..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MSG TO MA FRIEN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Singnee==> stop flirting and flinging with our guys.go get yr own.. stop betraying yr frienz.. oh ya! be informed tat... IF ANYTHING HAPPEN TO FANNE .. I WILL MAKE U PAY! SAME GOES FER SW!
yeekuan==>erm.. i noe it mayb hard fer u.. i kinda belive u lahs.. sho.. ma fun ni.. help me remind ivan drink more water.. den ask him dun smoke sho much lohs.. yahs.. things liddat lahs.. AH! if he wans u to wake him up .. morning veri early hor.. dun call his hse.. call his hp.. till he hangs up on u means he wake up liaos... but some times mus call till yr hands pain.. hais.. if sat or sun morning like.. after 10 liddat den can try calling his hse.. say "ivan ask me wake him up"... if can de hua.. thx..
fanne==>fann.. dun let the slut get in yr relationship.. take care of yrself.. and if u really she bu de break with sw.. den tie him with u..
joann n kylicia==>ivan bu yao wo le.. i dunno lahs.. sick of ma' life.. after i noe him den ish like.. something to stop me from death? now he leave me le.. i think nth i can do le lahs.. u both take care.. sinying bu yao ni men wei ai er si.. dun be like me..
jon[pa pa]==>dad, lurve ya.. cherish the person who love u n u shld noe lahs.. i dun wan sae.. weather is yr parents or her**... cherish them.. spotty veri cute..=)
ken[baby]==>baby..mommy hope u go express next year ok! good luck.. dun sad lahs.. sollie fer the hamster thing.. sollie sollie sollie..=( hao hao zhao gu zhi ji..
weiliang==>shifu.. u the best.. cs pro.. jia you.. ham bao bao.. hahas.. take care..
aaron==> kor.. mei nv regret having u as my kor.. u take care of yrself ok.. i hope u get hu u like soon.. u will find her some where in the world.. hahas.. keep it up..
shuan!!!!==> u like singnee? hahas... i hope u dun regret hor.. good luck..
wei kiam==> ex darling... u r actually a veri nice guy.. u will find some1 u lurve soon.. jia you.. keep finding!!
Xiao lao gong==>if i dun die.. wo huei wan chen da ying ni de dong xi.. wo xiang xing ni.. xie xie ni..
xiao long==>i nv regret falling fer u.. but i do regret telling u i like u.. i dunno y.. dun ask me.. i'm confused.. now.. i feel left alone.. all alone.. i dun wanna noe if u like me.. cos mayb i mei you yong qi.. unless yr answer is something i wanna hear.. or else, keep it from me fer eva.. wo bu yao yong you ni.. zhi ke wang ni kuai le.. take care..
All those i ferget to mention==>take care of yrself... i will miss u guys..
-=PLEASE ONLY TAKE ACTION WHEN U DUN SEE ME ARD!!!!!=-
`wei ai er shen
wei ai er huo
wei ai er shang
wei ai er tong
wei ai er si
yong bu hou huei.
-=nvregretlovingyou=-
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
See the title and u shld noe i not happie with something lahs.. ta ma de.. na bei.. tat singnee veri wat de lehs.. got 1 doc.. she noes its virus.. den still encourage me open.. if wasn't ferr her i oso wun ipen de lohs.. some more i not so bo liao open this kinda thing.. den she say open den i open de..
singnee.. if u sees this.. u shld be saying things like.. "shi ni zhi ji yao kai de lohs.. ni ke yi bu yao kai de mahs.."
i ren ni hen jiu liaos lohs.. many ppl not happie with u oso.. u noe de lohs.. my comp kanna virus den veri ma fan de liaos.. cannot reinstall.. i no have back up.. den u still liddat.. wat a nice frien u r..
That dae u porh ivan i oso nothin to say.. if u r saying u didnt do it or things liddat.. den can u like go ask some1 wat the fuckin hell is porh! i bue song with u liaos lohs.. i not free tell u liaos u oso force me to call and tok to u... veri fan u noe anot.. some more alwaes i find topic de.. Tat dae u porh porh porh u think i happie mahs? u think i can pretent nothing happen mahs?
Last time thout u got stead den will noe le.. in the end u sae dun wanna get stead n staff den shua lahs.. but u mux noe lohs.. veri xin ku de u noe mahs.. u like something n others try to get it..
and hor.. singnee.. if u sees this hor.. i bue tah han liaos.. i wan tell u hor.. i noe u oso not really so "frien" with me lahs.. this might seems childish.. but i dun like u.. joann they all all noe de lohs.. dun let me have the chance to slap u.. by this time u will be saying.. "slap lahs.. u dare u lai lahs" correct?
say this in front of me when i bue song n try.. i dun care wat sch rules or wateva bullshit thing le lohs..
and hor.. slut.. yesh! referring to singnee.. stop fling-ing with ivan hor.. u noe i like him de lohs..stop intro-ing gurls to sheng wei oso ok.. fanne happie mahs? u think lahs.. and stop fling-ing n contacting "our" guys.. no matter ish the guys we like or our stead or wateva lohs.. u not haapies with me den i oso cant help.. wat u wanna tell ivan i oso dunno u..
Say him bad things again bie guai wo bu ke qi... i like him can liaos u huan loh so much fer wat.. yesh lehs.. i tupid lehs.. ur prob isit.. i like it wat.. ya ya.. i like being tupid.. i got fooled and stuff oso liddat.. wo xin gan qing yuan...
I say liaos.. wei ai er shen,wei ai er huo, wei ai er toong, wei ai er shang, wei ai er si... no matter wat u say.. unless i bian xim.. or else i ll do it ma' wae..
-=ben nu ren=-
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
Hello~
hmm.. xiao long like 3 daes no call me le lehs.. so sad.. sobx.. T.T
Tat time.. yeekuan sae wanna hear his voice.. den ok lo.. i got nothing to sae lo.. he call in den we chat chat.. den yeekuan n singnee ask him things lohs..
things like..u like sinying isit..y everydae call her?
Yahs.. den i was like.. wah! really ask ar! i dunno y i kinda.. cry le.. den i dun wanna listen.. i put the fone away for awhile.. i really dun wanna noe lohs.. few mins later i pick up again.. i ask if they finish le mahs.. enuff le mahs.. i really dunno wat to do le.. i dun wanna noe the answer lohs.. hais...
Dunno wanna happie or sad.. he say.. this kinda things no need sae so qing chu one.. hais.. i oso dunno wat he mean.. i veri tupid de..
Next time.. if u wanna hint me things.. pls give up.. i will nv noe wat u r hinting.. jux tell me wat u think or feel.. i will try to act strong and pretend nothing happen de.. i do anything after tat u oso wun noe.. i wun let u noe.. so jux shoot! dun beat ard the bush..
I update a little bit of his story.. i yue xie yue not feel like writting.. some more is him n his stead.. hai ya.. da ying ren de dong xi yao zhuo hao.. i promissed him le.. muz finish the story lohs..
Singnee.mayb u saying me stupid of shen jing bing le bahs? nono.. or mayb everyone who is reading this.. hmm.. if u really fall for a guy... like me.. u wun noe how stupid or foolish u r..
wei ai er huo
wei ai er ben
wei ai er shang
wei ai er si
i oso dunno wat to sae bout ma'self.. insane?sotx?i really think jun kai is rite.. i change alot.. and hors..
====>jun jie!if u r reading this hors.. pls.. tell jun kai i'm sollie and ask him dun wait le.. tat cindi oso veri good mahs.. some more chio.. lil' lian.. smoke lil'.. can lahs.. ask jun kai to go fer her lohs.. she like him wat.. tell cindi i nv hated her.. tell her i understand wat it is like to like some1 and not noeing to like or not to like.. ask her to call me if she need some1 to tok to.. give her my home no. ask her look for sin ying.. dun sae verlyn.. xie xie ni..
i oso nv hate u fer the picture thing lahs.. dun worry lahs..
tats all i wanna sae lohs..zzz
("v")insane witch("v")
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Friday, October 08, 2004
I oso dunno if u all can see this post.. cos i actually tried posting before.. but too bad.. got dunno wat pro.. so cannot see the post.. hehex..
erm.. wo de xiao long si le.. hen sad arh.. hais.. i found him oso 1/2 dead liaos le.. laying on the floor.. rarely move liaos.. oready 1/2 chao ta..
When i 1st bought him back.. he's eyes was perfect! fur was perfect too.. a perfect 1 week old baby hammpie ferr` me..
2nd dae, i went to see him if he was awake or sleeping.. but wat i found was nth!he's cage was empty! i looked all around.. but he was no where to be found..
sho sho sho sad.. some more i quarrel wif ma` mommy.. cox i wanna name him xiao long.. and i thout i culd take care of him yi bei zi.. but.. hais... sob sobs.. he die le.. ='(
think of he's eyes when he was 1st bought home.. and he's fur.. and how he use to scratch his head after he eat his food.. he was sho cute.. i now wan see him oso cannot le.. sobx!!!
wei she me all ma` xiao long dou bu yao wo le!
i dunno le lahs.. i feel sho bad.. i hai si xiao long de.. i shldn't have bought him home.. u all noe how he die? he went into the bottom of ma` fridge and got BBQed.. den i think he was electricuted... hais.. but he's shen ming li oso veri power liaos.. he thought me.. i shld belive in miracle..
He was missing ferr` 12 daes be4 i saw him run into the fridge.. 12 daes! can i imagine! a baby hammpy living 12 daes alone!! running about in ma` hse!! i found him in the 14th dae.. at 6 pm ++....
i went out to get his bottle ferr` the water and stuff..
when i came home.. 1st thing was to check if he was alive.. he was!
i told him softly,"bao bei.. ni bu neng si.. wo bu yao ni si.. ni si le wo hui hen shang xin de.. wo hui hen si ni de.."
10pm+.. i check if he still alive be4 i study ma` lit test.. he wasn't moving!! 1st feeling was.. how culd he jux leave me lik dat! 2nd was how shld i do? is he really dead?! he is.. hais.. i got nth to say bout ma`self..
xiao long[hamster] was actuallie named after ma' crush.. ivan.. his nick ish xiao long mahs.. sho.. if he really dun wan me.. i might consider dying?
Mayb not.. i dunno lahs.. lalala'
But i'ma crusy enuff to be me!
Gunbound time! tata!
-=dui bu qi wo ai ni=-
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Friday, October 01, 2004
Yosh..Hows life ma` frienz.. wahaha`.. i've gotta new blogger! weepeee!
Update ma`self..
There ish this guy.. i like him.. crush loh.. ma` friends shld noe lahs.. xiao long shall be his nick.. hehes.. most of ma` blog will be bout him..
One fine fine nite.. 29/9/04.. wed.. he told me he was thinking of his probs.. and i'm included.. he says he noes i really love him alot.. if he was to be single.. will i wanna be with him..
Guess wats ma` reply? YESH! nahs.. not this word.. the word is not NONO! too..
All i said was.. "u r 19.. got "needs".. how? i veri close minded.. i will not do anything.. i dun think u will like this kinda gurl bahs?"
Yesh.. i was feeling kinda weird.. i dunno watta do or say.. i wrote it in ma` hp.. as to remember it.. the next dae.. everything its the same.. like normal.. waiting ferr` his calls.. his SMSs..
On the other hand.. Jun Kai, he asked me ferr` patch... i dunno watta do.. he did alot ferr` me.. i was really touched.. he had asked alot of times.. he made everything impossible possible.. he said he was going to put a tatoo.. ma` name.. ying.. in chi.. but i told him.. mei you yong de.. i got ppl i like le.. all he culd do was to tell me craps..
"who is he?" "where he study?" "got chap?"
Irritating ques.. i hope he finds some1 he really loves.. i hope ma` feelings ferr` xiao long go away faster oso.. hais..
No matter wat.. till he dun need or wanna me any more.. i'll be alwaes ard ferr` him if he needs me.. no matter dae or nite.. rain or shine.. sleepin' or awake.. i will pick up all his calls.. =)
like singnee alwaes say me.. i foolish.. yeah.. i told her..
"wo wei ai er huo..wei ai er tong.. wei ai er si..."
I never gonna belive in love anymore.. all bullshit! all craps! jokes! true love are shit! all i belive is miracle!... love is a feeling.. not wat u think or wat u said..
if any1 noes.. wat is love.. tell me.. i really wanna noe..
Watashi wa anata wo aishete imasu
nitez all.. god bless..
-[i miss ma' xiao long..]-
oyasumi nasai =)
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Yosh... this shall be my new blog.. i delete mine liaos..
Xiao long... 29/9/04.. wed.. he told me in the middle of the nite.. he was thinking of his probs and i'm included.. he said.. he noes i love him alot.. if he were to be single.. will i wanna be with him..
i replied him.. not say "no" lahs.. but not "yes" too..
"u 19 liaos.. got needs i oso wun do anything.. and i rarely meet my stead.. i dun think u will like this kinda gurl bahs.."
he didnt reply.. i think he fell alsleep... after dat i send him something.. saying,"xi huan yi ge ren.. bu shi zhan you.. shi yao ta kuai le.. kan ta xing fu.. xi huan yi ge ren.. bu shi yao ta zhi dao.. shi yao ta liao jie..."
After dat.. i ask him dun think too much.. ask him sleep early.. i send again.. "ni shi wo yong yuan de bao bei..oyasumi nasai"
In my bulletin.. i post.. got lotsa bout him.. surveys.. oso him.. oso quiet alot.. i thout he nv read bulletin de.. in the end.. he sms me @ 11 plus.. wed.. am.. when i was in sch.. he ask if the xiao long in the bulletin was him.. he say he read liao feel "......."
i ask him wats the "......." he dun wan tel me.. shua..
Sch... exam coming.. everyone study like siao.. my maths mus pass! eng oso! chi i hope lahs! science pass! history sure to fail.. i give up liaos.. hahas..
Eugene keep fan wo.. say wat he got no1 to love.. say wanna me intro him gurls.. hais.. i dunno him lahs.. last time go meet him some more take pen knife.. but he hug me too tite.. cant take out tat time.. imagine if some1 u hug and den she/he takes out a pen knife?
wo hui xia si arh! hahahas.... its fann teach me de.. haha..
ok lahs.. late le.. veri sian.. zzz
oyasumi nasai!~~
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