{PROLOGUE}

TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

{WISHLIST}

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

{FELLOWS}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
 Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
 YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
 shaun aka kai xin guo }}
 KY- aka fei mao }}
 Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
 k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
 Alison aka CrabisOn }}
 Candy aka konghuilian }}
 Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
 Fanne aka Fannanna }}
 kelson aka lemon boy }}
 Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
 Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
 sinying`s happiness }}
 What i did, for love.. }}

{EXPRESS}


{CREDITS}


 Afianne
 37pence
 Juvenile Casualty
Squared Pretties
 Getty
 
{BYGONE}

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Saturday, October 23, 2004
Hais.. i didn't noe fanne dunno about singnee letting sw go her house.. i really dunno.. i thout she noe le.. sollie fanne..

Singnee.. not i wanna sae or quarrel with u lohs.. u really xia jian.. dun agree mahs?

Telling yee kuan i hate her fer asking xiao long thing? i did not sae anything liddat! dun anyhow spam liddat can anot.. isit tat u wanna her to hate mi n go with u or something? 2 words fer u if i was rtie.. "you zhi!!!"

All those bullshitting thing u told the others? i duno wat u sae lahs hor? but if u wan liddat den i got nth to do wat? dun act xia lan n act big in front of me.. not happie can face to face come confront me.. everything is i start de.. i chen ren..

Now every body noe bout us le.. wat m i gonna do? wahaha! nutthing! those who belive her can jux go lohs.. but i wanna sae this.. u all really sho "pa jiao" mahs?

Singnee ah singnee... stop betraying every1 can anot.. the most spoilt brat ish u! u do not noe wat others feel.. u dun think be4 saying something.. u dun think be4 u do anything! u porh ivan.. i nth to sae.. u ask sw go yr hse.. wat will fann think? u oso noe she sensitive rite.. some more call her ask sw dun tok.. wtf lohs.. think of it.. yue think yue angry..

U tell ppl my secrets with jun kai.. wtf lohs! so wat if the pic thing and all my secret is true? and so wat if its fake? friendship will not so easily break de..

Do u noe how much i DUN LIKE u now? although is i bu xiao xin tell fann.. but u think la.. is wat u do rite?

DO U NOE fanne, cox of this.. feel betrayed!? by the most trust worthy frien to her? do u noe! U DONT! sw.. dun sae i cant keep secret! who can!? U TELL ME LAHS!! fann cut.. i oso guilty.. but u lehs? singnee? u tell me.. u eva cared!! dun tell me u dunno.. if u really dunno den this is the time to FUCK OFF! fann dun need such a frien..

sw made fann hurt enuff too.. i cunt belive my ex godbro liddat to my da sao.. 1st was jy.. fann started to cut.. now singnee? u all can sae i gu yi sae to fanne de.. but u think lahs.. if wat u all did was rite.. dun need keep it frm her de wat!!!!

Do u all noe how much she bleed? how much she cried? how much she suffers? how much she's been through?! well.. i understand how she feels!!! she sensitive den me.. pain sure dubble..

singnee.. bu shuang le mahs? come confront me lahs! dun need worry.. i promiss my xiao lao gong.. dun scold vulgar.. dun fight.. dun smoke.. so i wun fight u..

BUT my patience still got limit.. VERY LIMITED! better dun try okae.. i warn u liaos..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MSG TO MA FRIEN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Singnee==> stop flirting and flinging with our guys.go get yr own.. stop betraying yr frienz.. oh ya! be informed tat... IF ANYTHING HAPPEN TO FANNE .. I WILL MAKE U PAY! SAME GOES FER SW!

yeekuan==>erm.. i noe it mayb hard fer u.. i kinda belive u lahs.. sho.. ma fun ni.. help me remind ivan drink more water.. den ask him dun smoke sho much lohs.. yahs.. things liddat lahs.. AH! if he wans u to wake him up .. morning veri early hor.. dun call his hse.. call his hp.. till he hangs up on u means he wake up liaos... but some times mus call till yr hands pain.. hais.. if sat or sun morning like.. after 10 liddat den can try calling his hse.. say "ivan ask me wake him up"... if can de hua.. thx..

fanne==>fann.. dun let the slut get in yr relationship.. take care of yrself.. and if u really she bu de break with sw.. den tie him with u..

joann n kylicia==>ivan bu yao wo le.. i dunno lahs.. sick of ma' life.. after i noe him den ish like.. something to stop me from death? now he leave me le.. i think nth i can do le lahs.. u both take care.. sinying bu yao ni men wei ai er si.. dun be like me..

jon[pa pa]==>dad, lurve ya.. cherish the person who love u n u shld noe lahs.. i dun wan sae.. weather is yr parents or her**... cherish them.. spotty veri cute..=)

ken[baby]==>baby..mommy hope u go express next year ok! good luck.. dun sad lahs.. sollie fer the hamster thing.. sollie sollie sollie..=( hao hao zhao gu zhi ji..

weiliang==>shifu.. u the best.. cs pro.. jia you.. ham bao bao.. hahas.. take care..

aaron==> kor.. mei nv regret having u as my kor.. u take care of yrself ok.. i hope u get hu u like soon.. u will find her some where in the world.. hahas.. keep it up..

shuan!!!!==> u like singnee? hahas... i hope u dun regret hor.. good luck..

wei kiam==> ex darling... u r actually a veri nice guy.. u will find some1 u lurve soon.. jia you.. keep finding!!

Xiao lao gong==>if i dun die.. wo huei wan chen da ying ni de dong xi.. wo xiang xing ni.. xie xie ni..

xiao long==>i nv regret falling fer u.. but i do regret telling u i like u.. i dunno y.. dun ask me.. i'm confused.. now.. i feel left alone.. all alone.. i dun wanna noe if u like me.. cos mayb i mei you yong qi.. unless yr answer is something i wanna hear.. or else, keep it from me fer eva.. wo bu yao yong you ni.. zhi ke wang ni kuai le.. take care..

All those i ferget to mention==>take care of yrself... i will miss u guys..

-=PLEASE ONLY TAKE ACTION WHEN U DUN SEE ME ARD!!!!!=-

`wei ai er shen
wei ai er huo
wei ai er shang
wei ai er tong
wei ai er si
yong bu hou huei.

-=nvregretlovingyou=-




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