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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
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i love and am loved *]]
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[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
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k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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I oso dunno if u all can see this post.. cos i actually tried posting before.. but too bad.. got dunno wat pro.. so cannot see the post.. hehex..

erm.. wo de xiao long si le.. hen sad arh.. hais.. i found him oso 1/2 dead liaos le.. laying on the floor.. rarely move liaos.. oready 1/2 chao ta..

When i 1st bought him back.. he's eyes was perfect! fur was perfect too.. a perfect 1 week old baby hammpie ferr` me..

2nd dae, i went to see him if he was awake or sleeping.. but wat i found was nth!he's cage was empty! i looked all around.. but he was no where to be found..

sho sho sho sad.. some more i quarrel wif ma` mommy.. cox i wanna name him xiao long.. and i thout i culd take care of him yi bei zi.. but.. hais... sob sobs.. he die le.. ='(

think of he's eyes when he was 1st bought home.. and he's fur.. and how he use to scratch his head after he eat his food.. he was sho cute.. i now wan see him oso cannot le.. sobx!!!

wei she me all ma` xiao long dou bu yao wo le!

i dunno le lahs.. i feel sho bad.. i hai si xiao long de.. i shldn't have bought him home.. u all noe how he die? he went into the bottom of ma` fridge and got BBQed.. den i think he was electricuted... hais.. but he's shen ming li oso veri power liaos.. he thought me.. i shld belive in miracle..

He was missing ferr` 12 daes be4 i saw him run into the fridge.. 12 daes! can i imagine! a baby hammpy living 12 daes alone!! running about in ma` hse!! i found him in the 14th dae.. at 6 pm ++....

i went out to get his bottle ferr` the water and stuff..

when i came home.. 1st thing was to check if he was alive.. he was!

i told him softly,"bao bei.. ni bu neng si.. wo bu yao ni si.. ni si le wo hui hen shang xin de.. wo hui hen si ni de.."

10pm+.. i check if he still alive be4 i study ma` lit test.. he wasn't moving!! 1st feeling was.. how culd he jux leave me lik dat! 2nd was how shld i do? is he really dead?! he is.. hais.. i got nth to say bout ma`self..

xiao long[hamster] was actuallie named after ma' crush.. ivan.. his nick ish xiao long mahs.. sho.. if he really dun wan me.. i might consider dying?

Mayb not.. i dunno lahs.. lalala'

But i'ma crusy enuff to be me!

Gunbound time! tata!

-=dui bu qi wo ai ni=-

8:49 PM

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