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Yosh..Hows life ma` frienz.. wahaha`.. i've gotta new blogger! weepeee!

Update ma`self..

There ish this guy.. i like him.. crush loh.. ma` friends shld noe lahs.. xiao long shall be his nick.. hehes.. most of ma` blog will be bout him..

One fine fine nite.. 29/9/04.. wed.. he told me he was thinking of his probs.. and i'm included.. he says he noes i really love him alot.. if he was to be single.. will i wanna be with him..

Guess wats ma` reply? YESH! nahs.. not this word.. the word is not NONO! too..

All i said was.. "u r 19.. got "needs".. how? i veri close minded.. i will not do anything.. i dun think u will like this kinda gurl bahs?"

Yesh.. i was feeling kinda weird.. i dunno watta do or say.. i wrote it in ma` hp.. as to remember it.. the next dae.. everything its the same.. like normal.. waiting ferr` his calls.. his SMSs..

On the other hand.. Jun Kai, he asked me ferr` patch... i dunno watta do.. he did alot ferr` me.. i was really touched.. he had asked alot of times.. he made everything impossible possible.. he said he was going to put a tatoo.. ma` name.. ying.. in chi.. but i told him.. mei you yong de.. i got ppl i like le.. all he culd do was to tell me craps..

"who is he?" "where he study?" "got chap?"

Irritating ques.. i hope he finds some1 he really loves.. i hope ma` feelings ferr` xiao long go away faster oso.. hais..

No matter wat.. till he dun need or wanna me any more.. i'll be alwaes ard ferr` him if he needs me.. no matter dae or nite.. rain or shine.. sleepin' or awake.. i will pick up all his calls.. =)

like singnee alwaes say me.. i foolish.. yeah.. i told her..

"wo wei ai er huo..wei ai er tong.. wei ai er si..."

I never gonna belive in love anymore.. all bullshit! all craps! jokes! true love are shit! all i belive is miracle!... love is a feeling.. not wat u think or wat u said..

if any1 noes.. wat is love.. tell me.. i really wanna noe..

Watashi wa anata wo aishete imasu

nitez all.. god bless..

-[i miss ma' xiao long..]-

oyasumi nasai =)

11:38 PM

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