Saturday, October 30, 2004
Feeling like crying..
I cannot say y lahs... i really feel very... hais.. very...
=.=
Ivan and me bu ke neng de.. ke neng i oso dun wan... i meant.. hw got need how? i dun think i ready fer all TAT u noe.. hais.. and den is like.. he got gf le.. den i nth say oso le lahs.. now veri wad lohs.. he told me something jux now.. shocked and worried.. yet confused and sad..
How can he so bu xiao xing ah! still ask me how...
dunno lahs.. fun zheng i oso walk till here le.. cannot turn back bahs? shuan le lohs.. man man wang le ta bahs.. friends lohs..
This mayb the most terrible ending i tout.. but wo ye bu xiang wad.. i listening to usher.. burn now.. kaos.. "cos u now tat its over...." ....
"let it burn.. let it burn.. gotta let it burn"
=( wad if i cant?she bu de sure will lahs.. hmm.. until now den scaed too late le bahs? i got nth to say bout u le.. i give up.. GIVE UP!!
learn to love some1.. mus oso learn to give up n let go..
i will (= cos i really like u..
"I like the wae u talk to me and act cute in front of me..
i like the wae u call me and ask me to guess who u were..
i like the wae u call me in the middle of the nite when i was sleeping and nv reject to acc. u...
i like the wae u 'sha jiao' about many many things...
i like the wae u sms me and scold me 'pen dan' when it's 'ben' instead of 'pen'...
i like the wae u sms me after i remind u not to drink cold drinks.the Mmuackx..
i like the wae u sing to me...
i like the wae u sound jealous about things..
I acctually heard alot of things.. just that i want u to repeat it.. =)
i heard about alot of things i dun like too.. i jus wished u didnt tell that to me..
Do u really know wat i want?
I treat u like the oxygen .. without u... there will not be me..
But u?
To u, i'm just some rubbish bin..
Some times when u need to throw things.. u will come to me.. never knowing how important i am.. never cherishing me..
I was loved.. cherished.. and cared by an angel who was protecting me all these while..
But all we talked about was u..
My angel hugged me when i cryed..
where were u? do u noe tat i'm crying?
U dont..
I missed u 24 hrs a day..
but u?
u ever missed me?
I never wanna know wat u ans my friens tat nite about feelings for me..
I dun wanna know..
Just keep it from me forever...
Pls..
Never tell me about other gurls..
I really hated it..
but..
i Listened..
I pray for u to smile and ferget bout yr probs..
Just fer yr smile..
I dun wanna be jus a frien..
I dun wanna be a stead..
I dunno wat i wan..
I'm confused.. left alone in the dark..
I know tat ma' angel will be waiting..
But i'm waiting in the dark..
Just for u to smile and miss me mayb alittle...
It's like impossible now..
I'm really tired...
Thanks fer letting me stay by yr side so long..
Thanks fer calling bao bei..
Thanks fer calling me every nite last tym...
Thakns fer calling me whenever u free...
Most importantly...
Thanks fer letting me learnt that,
In order to love somone...
U muz learn to give up too...
When u know that it's over...
Just let it burn...
Don't worry...
i'll ferget u not...
I'll miss u..."
SO TOUCHING!! hahahas!.. hmm.. i dunno y i so sort 2 dae wors.. mayb cos i too gan jiong bout the music X.am lahs.. hahahas... sure to pass man!! waahahaha!! yay!! i sleep at 3+++am.. wake up 6+++ am.. tired sial.. =X i will wait fer him to call lahs.. hopefully he call lohs.. god bless me.. =
12:10 AM
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