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this incident happen to a gurl in singapore.

after hearing him promissed to call me back later, i hung up my phone. knowing that he`s going to do it again. i have nothing to do that will help stop him. i received a call from his house. it was his best pal, staying at his house who i use to be jealous with.'' he is crying buckets now." followed by a shout from behind. " hold on! he cut himself!"
all i could reply was 'ok'. den hang up.
is it going to be deep? is he going to die?
i'm very bad. am i? i've hurt him once more.
i do know he was worried. but why did i have to do these!!
hatred began to grew inside me.
i wanted to do the same. but i dun wanna leave him.

*beep beep*

it was an SMS from the friend.
'he`s crying buckets now. i really don`t know wadda do.'
my heart is feeling empty.
i want to see him!

i ran to my mom. telling her my friend is going to die.
i wanna take a cab down to his house. but i can`t seem to kind any!
i ran the whole street trying to find one.
Finally!
i hope on a cab and asked the uncle to drive as fast as possible.
This is my first time i am so worried.
Pictures of him with blood covering his hands showed up, just like the sadistic pictures he took before. wad am i going to do!
after i get off the cab, i ran as fast as possible to get there.
hey, i do remember the road there... do i?!

when finally i got there, and finally, sweating and going into his house.
i was forced to get hold of my tears. i dun wan the situation to get worst.
there he was. with blood dripping. floor, wall, all over him. the towel he was holding was also filled with his blood. it`s all fresh red. it was terrible!
No gurl! no tears pls! i was feeling so sad.
i looked at him.
hugged him. his blood printed onto my shirt. gave him a peck on his cheek.
"honey, please speak to me."
although he is still concious, i was worried.
we typed alot of things on the hp.
comunicate on it.
i realised that he saw his frien`s hp when i typed " i think i`m gonna break up with him....."

don`t worry now.we`re ok.=]

-edited by:
Sin Ying

8:58 PM

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