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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
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i love and am loved *]]
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[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
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k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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I think i`m too sensitive.
Not knowing my feelings have been so hurt myself.
for her staying over at your house.
i know dat u are juz helping her.
but how long is it gonna end?
ok. i noe if i were to confront u.
u will say dat i think too much again.
ok. i`m toking to u on the fone.
u can stop here. i dun wish to tok bout it anymore.













I can`t believe it.
yes. i`m feeling nth now.
a little bu xi guan bout her staying over thingie.
not use to listening to her laffter behind yrs.
don`t u find lately, u and i tok bout de things all not veri happiee or lovey- dovey anymore?
no longer like be4
nope.
not wishing to quarrel nor b-up here.
dun wish to hold it anylonger.
jo-n they all brought up my feelings.
" how can u still smile to her!"
yes. i nv say i like her. i oso nv say i dun like her.
"they noe u better"
this sentence, u said dem.
i don`t think so.
sms her in front of me. ok. this is nth.
having her go wherever u go. wad is this? even when u have to meet me at my house here?
PHS apd day, all of us dunno she was coming.
jessica said i think too much too. my conclution be4 was 'yes, mayb'

i noe she got bf.
wad the diff?
i hav one too.
she is rich. she can buy the whole world for her bf.
i dun need u to do the same too.

since she`s staying in yr house.
u have much more smiles and happiness glowing in u.
although i said i did not kind, and i didn`t wanna care at all.
I DO! i am sensitive. i am jeslous.
wad life is this to me?
having a gurl sleeping beside u.
laffing with u.
playing and having fun with u.
bring much more happiness i culd to u.
going out with u wherever u go.
now, half of yr room goes to her.
how did u Xpect me to go over?

if u did`nt realise.
i was silent.
all i heard was 'weii...'
den was like. 'wahahhaa'
yeah yeah. lot of laffter.
i tok to kiam u oso dun like?
i didn`t tok much already.

'who`s dat gurl wit yr dylan?'
how u suppose i ans them?
smile and Xplain?
"oh! juz a girl pal of his staying over at his house."

i wrote too much...

10:48 PM

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