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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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GRR~ now at yeekuan house. wadda hell lorr.
cannot find the movie i wanna watch in 'youtube'
i thought there everything oso have. ppl say even got pron.
but me wasn`t looking for porn ahh!! qi si ren.
ah val tell me what i wan, you tube have. but no lorr!!

hais!! although it`s a lesbian movie. but den it`s damn nice lorr. :)
"fei yue qing hai". 'love me, if u can..."
dats the title lorr. so interesting right.
my 1st time is watched on TV de. but den.. hais. i wanna watch it again lorr.
nice nice nice. rating for the movie is 100/100 lorr.
haha.only left me finding for the movie online liao. hais.
yeekuan, val, ant-eater all sleep liao. left me only.
ME ONLY LEH!! so lonely lorr.lol.
saddening right. hais.

rae ask me patch le hmms..
i dunno ehh. like.. dun wanna cheat his feelings lorr.
cos i know it myself dat i dun love him THAT much lorr. like.. like..
hais.. very hard to sae my feelings out leh. hais.
i know i still love the one i loved. but.. the one i loved dun love me anymore.
sad. yah.

grrr. so sad. but den angry. cos....
i dun need to patch up with eu*.
i juz wanna hear that u still love me. everything is enuff for that.
hais. even if u cheat me, say yes, love me love me.. bt den dun.. oso nvm.
i dun mind. really. cos wad i miss, is ur "i love you".
hahas. we break up not long ago. but den like.. LONG LONG time nv hear le yah?
now even muack muack oso no more wor. hahahaha!!
nth to sae bout u lah. u happie jiu hao lorr. u xin fu jiu hao lorr.
but i only wanna sae..
if one day, someone u love hurt u.. or.. dump u or anything..
i`ll b right here for u lorr. right here....
juz a little tiny winy touch on my hand makes me think alot!! ALOT ALOT!!
"hehe~ he still loves me bah? hmms.. he dun dare sae out only!!~ lol."
dats wad i think.
but when i asked u jux now.. wad i got from u was.. "AH YAH!! dun mean anything. dun think too much."

hais~~sad lehh. sad sad....
wo zhen zhen zhen de hai zai den ni lorr. u this idert.
wanted to change my label? HAHAHA. nth to say lah!~
anyway. yah, u r right. i childish. who will like childish de gf?
who will wan someone dat got mood swing? sensitive and unreasonable?
but.. who will know how HARD it is to change?
very... very xin ku.

HAHA~ now that i know i dun have a very healthy body, i`m going on long term medication le.. hmms. dun wish to stress u up le. leave everything to me bah.
since the road for u is longer. hahaha. :)
i`ll wait till one day my feelings really fade lorr.
or someday when i wanna stop my medication!! HAHAHA.
dun make me give up on myself yah?
everything u say makes me think ALOT.
so everything u do or everything u say.. think properly be4 u say anything.
ur words r important. :'(
zhai jian.




saddening.
``13__ zhai jian.. ai ren..

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