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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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About ytd, i`ve got seriously nothing to say about myself.
haha. mayb u didn`t even bother to visit my blog.
but i visited yrs.. hope to see u update someting..
so at least i`ll know how u feel bout me now..
but u didn`t blog. hmms.. nvm..

yah.. u still feel the same bout me bah? haha..
CHILDISH!! UNREASONABLE!! DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND!!
yes.. i am like this.. u don`t sae i ownself oso know..
i`m bad.. very bad.. nono.. rotten liao..
i failed le.. failed terribly..

Mayb it`s cos u mature le lorr. i still childish.
isit cos i wanna keep it sweet and nice like 1st few months? dats y i dun eanna move on?
or is it that u cannot find anymore fun and laughter on me animore?
hmms.. chimalogy questions..

I have tried to woo u back. (omg. so pai seh)
but failed again. LOL~
i tried so so hard.. but ni hai shi mei dong xin..

the next time i ask u ''u still love me not!?"
u can ans me "NO LAH~!!"
str8 ans.. cos i know it too..
mayb i won`t ask le bah..
everytime wanna cheat myself, the ans gonna b different..
but in the end.. SAME! got diff lah.. more hurtful lorr.
hmms.. mayb after ytd thingiies.. i won`t ask u again le..
even if yes, i know ur ans liiao..

haha.. to think of it horr.. one day..
if u were to call me and say "dear ilu*.. muack muack"
i will be like.. crying.. BURST into tears. tears of joy..
but i know it ain`t gonna happen.. so i didn`t put too much effort to ask for it.
but that is wad i`d dream for bah.. i guess..

ytd night.. i smsed u when i was crying .. hard..
can`t really read the words on my hp..
i updated my calander.. so so long..
haiis.. like u care liddat. haha..

In my hp now, yr name..
suddenly, it feels like stranger's hp no. to me..
hmms.. "da- leng dui bu qi.. ke shi wo zhen de zhen de hen bu xi huan ni zhe yang dui wo.."
thats wad i typed.. when i wanted to send u sms..
but den.. i didn`t haha..
da leng? who? lols..
say all these.. u gonna stressed up again.. scold me.. "ni ke yi bu yao yi zhi jiang zhe xie ma?!! hen fan de leh!!"
lols. u scold me too many times le.. i know wad u will say..

hmms.. duno lah duno lah..
mayb u hating me now bah.. see yr nick oso know le..
i dunno what i wanna put in my msn nick to let u know what i wan..
no no wait.. wad do i wan u to know!?

haha.. see? childish bah.. dun even know wad i wan.. like baby liddat. lol.
i`m liddat de lah. mayb dats y a lot of ppl dun like me bahs?
dunno who but i think will have alot of them..

dun say le.. i`ll keep the rest to myself. haiis..
someone takkare of him for me..

-dun make him angry if he not in mood.
-dun ask him why he moody
-dun ask him eat wadever he dun wan
-if he ask u eat u cannot say dun wan.
-promise him de things muz remember to do them ALL.
-he plays bball.. so even if u dunno how.. shuddup and watch
-remm.. give complement..
-dun say his clothes ugly and wadever..
-if he cook something for u.. EAT IT ALL UP~
-if he crazy dat day, siao siao one.. u siao with him lorr..
-take wadever he buy for u..
-keep it safe..
-buy him wad he like sometimes.. he will be happie.. like u will too..
-he dun like ppl late de. lol.

think dats it. anything wanna add i will post de.
xi huan ta de ren kan hao hao le lorr.
zhai jian..


i`m gonna marry in maple.. god bless

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