{PROLOGUE}

TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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Hmms.. i`m kind of geting sick of myself..
Somehow, me and u* attracted the wrong group of ppl eh?
i won`t go pl de.. and i think u* oso won`t go pb de..
so.. yah.. haha..

hmms.. had been talking alor on the phone lately. with an old old man.
ask him remind me about "devil beside u" he forgot! though he told me he will forget de la..
but den.. even my mother also forgot to call me watch.. best thing is, she was watching it!! xD

i was 15 mins late for the show! grrr.. my he jun xiang!! :(
i also wan a devil leh! so shuai de devil.. haha! jkjk.. nah! dun wan devil.. i wan..
i wan.. i oso dunno wad i wan leh! i wan someone who got TOO MUCH TIME like the lao gong gong liddat one.. yah! den can pei me chat/ sms/ study or wadever.. den no need lao gong gong pei me le.. hmms.. not i dun wan him ahh! is he later not enough sleep =.=

hmms.. i ate breakfast wor! long time nv wake up eat breakfast le wor. hmms.. drunk soya milk in the morning.. den still got sushi in sch during recess and i ate 2 mouth of the.. dunno wad thing.. sticky sticky de rice with chicken or aomething.. BLEHH!! eat le feel like vomitting.. very full.. cos of medication? lols.. hmms..

and i`m back again.. at the back of the classroom AGAIN! i know i taller den others.. but teacher no need treat me so nice de bah? sit down there i dun mind de.. but den can hear the next class de teacher teaching oso lorr!! feel like shutting the next door teacher up! so noisy! i think.. was rahgesh xD

i got back my result slip today le. so nice lorr! 8.9.9.8.8.9.8 something liddat.. AH YAH! zhong er yan zhi only got 8 and 9 lah! err.. how am i gonna let my mom sign man.. i nv study oso nv take so GOOD de result be4 leh! wah lao~ it`s cos my class test i sleep.. some didn`t even go.. den nv add in.. xD so all gone.. LOL! liddat o lvl oso no need le lah..

hmms.. i got another chance to drop a sub.. my POA no good.. but i die die dun wan drop anything!! cos.. i need 1 humanities.. poa lorr.. den need 1 science.. F&N lorr.. chem and physics sure fail no need see. xD SOMEONE call me out phyco me study now pls!! i`ve gotta read more newspaper le lorr.. eng oso bad bad.. chi oso hopeless liao.. maths fail le.. sci no need see.. F&N die oso.. humanities worst! nv passed. HAIS! as i said.. i gave up.. my mom too..

she ask me after i took o lvls.. no need think of being at home all day long.. "go find yrself a job and den i no need give u money spend le! if u`re thinking of slacking, den move out..!"

this kinda mom very good?! o.O i WILL find a job to keep myself alive! somehow.. my maths no good now le.. but can teach lower sec de lorr!! my sec 2 sci at least got 82 ah! maths i practice till i got "zhi bi zhen" when i`m sec 2 that year.. soo soo stressful.. my tuition teacher cum cousin made me do like.. 200 simultanious equations.. so i can make it for lower sec maths de lorr! GRR! if not.. den go take private exam when i`m ready to study lah. have been in holiday mood since like.. sec 1 after that MS KHNG!! idert!! hmms..

LALALA!! i dunno le la..
jayven de gerger very notti ahh!! need some wacking liao!! eat milo powder xD stained the sofa and bed too? haha!! poor jayven gotta wash everything ehh? lols.. as i say, feed something else lah! keep all the "dangerous" things up high high! so she cant reach. haha. tomatoes!! lols.. i suggest this cos i thought of sportty! lols.. wo shi sportty de nai ma wor!! lols.. hmms, long time nv see him le.. next time feed him 'king`s mochi!!' my fav! hehes!! anyway.. yah! dogs so cute and cuddly~ i feel like hugging sportty now.. i missed him lorr! xD

YEEKUANNNN!!~ we visit jon`s house soon okokok!? i wan sporrtttyyy!! muahaha~ xD see if he still likes to chew on my hand! lols.. i`ll bring along some bones and buscuits for sportty de la! kekes!!
GER GER wan mum mum ma?!! aww too bad!! only sportty have!! who ask u notti anyhow eat!! haha..

kayys la.. nth to say le.. hope everyone ard me smiles.. like.. ah.. especially val wor!! hmms.. anything can tok to me de la lols.. i`m always free de.. as u know.. ^^
wan suicide can come find me.. i let u kill me.. haha.. jk..

CJWDDBT-LAjiaohuiRONGyuyuanMEI

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