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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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horoscope for today: Whoever you've been thinking about has been thinking about you too. Call them.
In detail : Your mind is taking on some psychic powers! The person you've been so often (and so ardently) thinking about has been picking up on your vibes -- and is thinking about you too. Now isn't the right time to move forward with this relationship, but take note of their change in attitude toward you. There may be some conspicuous avoidance on their part -- could they be shy? Go slowly with this, and make it clear that you just want to get to know them a little better -- for now.

Hmms.. i`ve been thinking bout u* lorr.. really thinking bout me too ma? lols.. i dun dare call u* la.. i know u`re with yr friends.. like every other day.. u have no time for me. sobz..

Yeah.. i agree bah.. though i am waiting for u*.. but this is not the day to get into r/s with u* yet.. i know that u still have a lot of probs borthering u*.. hmms.. change of attitude.. i hope for a change of BETTER one lorr. lols. yeah.. shy.. :)

Hmms.. i slept only at 8+ am this morning.. omg. yes. i`m having a pair of panda eyes on now. lol. ytd u* were toking to someone else.. i called u in GB. but i die die oso nv ans me.. i say i go call my ai ren but den like.. nv lorr. haha. cos hands busy playing GB. dun wanna disturb u.. cos like.. jealous.. haha! but den.. yah.. lazy to call other ppl.. though i`m suppose to call someone.. Jack..

HAISS!! zhen shi fan nao ah.. why the one i love dun love me.. but the one i NEVER expect to love me likes me leh!!? i though we were jux like.. friends lorr.. cos he has so so much common with u* lorr. hais yo yoooo~ and the STUPID thing is.. i thought u really 'pb' leh. but u end up like.. jk jk nia.. wadda hell.
haiis.. complicating lah.. i dun wanna try replacing others jux cos i get nth for loving him* so so hard.. mayb, yes.. i tried le.. no use.. i dun wanna feel guilty again.. i say le lah.. my heart now got no one else and will not have anyone even got space for that bah.. not i dun wan go with u .. is like.. all of a sudden tell me all these.. all of a sudden each of our life got this 2 ppl.. mayb lao tian ye trying to test us bah.. i dunno if u wld accept anyone.. but atleast i know that u had given me chances be4.. is me who took it for granted. i`m sorry.

As i say.. i`ll leave everything to u*.. i dunno wad the outcome will be.. i dun wanna give it a guess too.. u decided yr life.. but pls.. make the right choice.. if only we have more time to be together.. :\

Gan qing shi ke yi pei yang de.. to -u know who- (if u r reading my blog).. this things.. the things that u`ve told me.. yr godbro had already said them.. u can ask him wad i did.. i ignored everything.. if so easy pei yang.. den the more i shall wait for my him* bah.. i will not be with someone jux to replace or forget or pei yang gan qing anymore.. i know -u know who- will understand.. u r too much like my him* le.. it`s a good thing.. cos i really miss him* but he has no time for me.. thx for being there the whole night ytd.. i really feel like crying when u say "xiang ku jiu ku chu lai bah" but i can`t.. crying is only a childish act to "reduce stress" bah.. hmms.. but i do think that.. the more i cry.. the more the stress wld be there..

so.. yah.. my life is so mixed up.. i cld only sleep with the jacket there. haiis.. so cold.. so soo cold..

-u know who- >> yes.. u and him* really ALOT of common de.. nose allergy thinggie.. joke joke attitude.. hmms.. lols.. yes.. him* and yr ex oso ALOT in common horr? hahas.. leg thinggie. LOL~ shhh.. dun reveal their secrets here bah.. anyway.. yah.. my final conclution is.. u`re like him when i 1st know him*.. lol.. s0 easy high de horr? oopsiee!~ lols.. xD dance~ lalala..
dun xi huan wo.. dui ni mei hao chu de.. wo bu xiang zhai you ge ren ku ku deng dai, ying wei wo ye zhai ku ku de deng dai ling yi ge ren le..

toot^kia>> i thought u wanted to call us ytd!! we waited soo long lorr! xD dou shi ni de chuo laaaaa~ hai wo men liang ge ren pai seh dao yao si.. lols.. suddenly xiang dao ni de new nick.. cum gong kia. HAHA!! =X

yeekuan>> wo ai de ni ya wo ai de ni.. ni zhai na li ya zhai na li? LOL~ xD

U*>> pls takkare of urself.. i see u liddat i very xing ku.. i noe alot of things happened.. jia you ooh~.. rem, sat night.. be4 9pm mux reach my hse!! xD thats if u wan la~

peng you men~ duo duo bao zhong!! ai si ni men le~

7:05 AM

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