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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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Today is the 26th le.. i hoped for us to be back together by this day de..
looks like not much chance le bah? nvm..
i know u`re looking forward for yr life.. and i shld be doing the same..
but i just can`t bah.. i know i`m irritating sometimes.. not only u bah.. i irritated alot of other ppl too.. i just don`t get what had happened to me..
i feel like crying.. feel like cutting.. feel like breaking down too..
i`m not like last time now.. i don`t dare to do anything..
cut oso cut at places where no one can see.. i was serious when i told u u cld come and cut me if u wan.. cos i know i dun dare..
ppl who dunno me will think i am toopid, keep on thinking bout negative things.. but do they really know what i need?!
i irritate ppl cos i know i`ve already xi guan u* with me.. but since i cannot depend on u now, i shall find someone to irritate.. i found it.. but just i happen to send him wrong info to his mind.. i think i 'made' him fall for me.. well.. yes.. someone* wld say it`s not fair for him* blah blah blah..
what is fair den?

i oso dunno what i want.. xi guan see sms coming in whenever i open my eyes.. 1st thing in the morning.. 6.20am sharp.. xi guan see u sms me "wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up" blah blah.. still got alot lah.. i wan someone to replace all yr sms.. replace the place for u in my heart.. but isit THAT simple?! i dun wanna make another person suffer le.. me myself already had enough of myself.. bugging ppl to entertain me when i`m bored.. accompany me tok on fone till early morning..

yes, i`m scared.. i dun like to hear other party on fone not toking or no ans me.. not cos i scare they fell asleep or anything.. cos.. i do not have the chance to hear u again.. i dun wanna be listening to a fone where no one speaks anymore..

msn with u* now.. why keep toking bout them in front of me man.. though i tok to them alot but oso no means anything ma.. u say jack nvm.. wad has it gonna do with the other idert? xD she`s innocent de..

anyway.. i`m bored again bah? thinking bout soo soo many things now.. past, present, future.. wad am i gonna do?!! i`m changing into a total irritating and annoying IDIOT! haiis..

how i wish to go somewhere no one can find me.. no one.. NO ONE!

dun wan blog le.. takkare ppl..

6:47 AM

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