{PROLOGUE}

TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

Afianne
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Why do ppl think dat a r/s will affect studies? one of my friend says, cos they dunno wad is needed in a r/s.
i think so too.. companionship.. encouragenent.. everything to me.. but.. haiis. lols.
why!? all i wan is a steady r/s.. go out no need spend too much.. no need everyday.. cannot go library or somewhere study even have exam on? why only think that "ohh.. no time de.. later she/he wan go here and there den won study de.. waste time.. later i fail how?! wads more important?"
i think it`s bullshiit. hahas.. 2 ppl together mean fun fun fun? no..
mayb it`s cos.. my other 1/2 doesn`t have confidence in me.. i too wanna pass my o lvls. why dun u understand!! xD nvm nvm.. understood.. haiis.. i`ll wait.. i know dats a rival.. blah blah..
imagine.. someone i trusted bcame friend with the one i think is rival(THINK IS ONLY HORR).. lied to me that she was with friends but dun tell me she was with them..
i thot that my trusted one din know her*.. so going to meet them ytd night isn`t gonna be much of a prob.. i thot my trusted one know why i dun wanna b too close with ppl who is close with the one i love but doesn`t love me.. i thot she know.. :)

Now i know that there are alot of things i dunno le.. alot alot.. all i wan is to b with u.. i see u stress i oso.. and, my dear TRUSTED ONE.. tell the girl, if she realli like the one i love, say it out. not i dun wan b friend with her.. i oso duno wad i`m thinking.. but ask her rem to cherish, treasure and dun make her angry.. yah.. crap bah.. den.. hmms.. accompany her play bball lorr.. study blah blah blah.. make her feel needed.. :)

i`m already in no place to say le lah.. but den.. yah.. i wan "jiao dai" de things all here le bah.. dun b childish like i did.. dun expect him to keep smsing u or call u all day like other ppl.. dun keep bugging him.. let him have his time to do his own things.. and be understanding.. dun be like me.. i took the wrong step and now.. "zhuo you mao dun"

Dun dare to even hug him anymore.. dun dare to speak bout our past.. dun dare to remind him bout anything.. and so, i understand y he deleted me from his hp contacts.. :) i will try to get u* back to me but it`s up to u to believe and gimme the chance to prove that our r/s will NOT b like be4.. a more stable and mature and understanding one.. and it will not affet our studies de.. till feelings come back, hopefully faster be4 u like someone else.. i`ll wait..

but i really sae till u have ppl in mind.. i wanna know who.. :( can i? as a friend or as a stranger to u :'(


-*[[mayiloveuu*?]]*- dunch leave me pls..

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