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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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Hais yoo yoo! soo many things happening these days man.. too much for me to blog in 5 mins time.. hmms.. well.. try my best till my dad comes back bah..

hmms.. frm 1st JULY 2006..
met up with fanne, jiawei, kiam, KYKY, guojun.. go walk walk den go marina south makan.. den yonglong came awhile den goes off to meet friends le.. hmms.. fann mux be disappointed..

den after that met someone i nv met be4 de.. kelson.. pai seh ahh.. waited for us soo long.. cos buying stuff ma.. xD vodka and titbits.. den walk walk to meet kelson lorr.. hmms..
at 1st didn`t see where he was.. xD so guess we all walked past him? hahaha.. well.. called his phone.. all he said was "kan hou mian".. was like.. "HUH!?!" den look here look there.. den see 1 very dark shadow walking towards us.. means him le bah? haha.. well, 1st glance at his face when we saw light was like.. face red red de.. haha! ^^

Dunno how KYKY think but i think her wire somehow connected wrongly.. -.- push here grab dere.. trying to 'qian hong xian' but not doing a very good job xD ppl pai seh shy shy liao still push here push dere -.-

after that we walked to esplanate there.. near the end bah.. den settle down and tok tok lorr... drank some vodka.. greentea+whisky NOT NICE! -.- some of us grabbed a stick too.. hmms..

after SOMEONE got so mad.. and think a bit drunk.. we all dunno wad to do le.. all lay down like wanna die le.. only left me and kelson down dere 'zhuo bo'. hmms.. suggested to walk down to the water there lorr.. well.. scare fall down xD
Go down there few min nia den walk up again.. so dangerous! xD lucky got ppl de hand lemme grab if not i dunno i wan use crawl de or wad le. lol~
den sit down again.. tok tok.. den kelson wanna go toilet.. den.. i pei ta qu lorr.. went to a shop near by to the toilet and bought mineral water for kiam they all.. gentleman help me kai men de wor xD.. den kelson bought a cup of corn which is DAMM SALTY!
after he feed me 1st mouth i was like.. "omg -.- salt.."
2nd mouth was like.. "salt no need money buy oso no need put soo much bah!" xD
it`s really salty! wanna get kidney failure le.. lols.. like i used to do.. i like to bite spoons xD
the mineral water oso not say very qing ooh..
got kelson to take my bag for me! wahkaka~ free service wor~ no need tax de leh! -.-

After that lehh.. waited for yonglong awhile.. den someone wanted to tell me a secret.. thought wad he wanted to say man! in the end.. all i hear is "huuuuuuuuuuu".. -.-

den rushed for last train.. poor kelson.. live so far :( pai sehh.. in the end he 1am + den reach home.. bout that time or earlier bah.. cos he sms me bout then lorr..
hmms.. yah..

err.. ytd.. chatted with someone in msn lorr..
same old thingiee i told everyone.. dun treat me too too well.. like.. i will fall for someone/ something very easily.. for me to NOT fall.. very diff.. -.-
when that someone says things like.. he will heartache when see my scars in my arms.. i was touched.. cos long long time since i hear this kinda things le.. haiis..
NORMALLY i will think FAR FAR.. but den this time.. mayb after the break downs i had.. i didn`t dare.. xD well, zhe yang ye hao la.. at least bu hui think think think den outcome is not wad i thought. haha! well.. yah.. -.-
dun dare le.. someone oso say le.. only ben dan den will xi huan sha gua de.. dunno which bai chi will xi huan wo zhe ge ben nu ren le lorr. -.-
an end is always a new start for something else.. :)

and i oso say le.. unless someone says he/she likes me.. or else i won`t think so much le bah..
so.. yah.. whoever who likes to keep calling their names in front of me.. RAO LE WO BAH!!
i dun wan to get pai seh liao.. dun wan yi xiang qing yuan.. like u* said to me in the arcade be4..
nope nope.. sinying isn`t gonna cry for u again..

sinying is trying very hard now.. very very hard.. to love herself.. den love ppl whom she loves.. dunno who yet.. but for now.. herself.. hopefully.. dunno will suceed not.. but try bahs..

as for today.. i mean.. 3rd JULY 2006..
hmms.. met up with kelson, kayven and jiawei..
go cwp crap crap.
den after jiawei go off den we went yishun..
well.. kelson is teller den me -.- face it val..
den went ard shop shop den go home le lorr..
took cab. the driver tok so much.. chao si ren..
$6++
well.. dunno wadda post le.. dun wan blog le.. lazy liao.. zz~

-ni de xiao rong wo yong ji zhai xing zhong-
-mei le ni de xiao, shi jie hao xiang dao le jing tou-
-zhi dao wo ren wei xing tiao dong jie shi-
-wo zhao hui le xin zhong de wen du-
-shui ran wen du bu shi lai yu ni-
-ke shi wen wen de gan jue rang wo chong ai shang le ai-
-neng bu neng pie kai guo qu chong xin kai shi ren shen-
-neng bu neng zai rang wo you bei ai de gan jue-
-shi bu shi wo yao qiu de tai duo tai duo-
-shi fou neng gou duo yi ge xiao xiao de yao qiu ne-
-neng bu neng da ying wo, wu lun ru he dou hui xiao zhe guo?-

not a song.. dunno wadda hell is it..
jux feel like typing something saddening de..
xD i`m too tired and bored le bah.. haha~
wo yao hui dao zhi ji shen ti li!!

9:47 AM

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