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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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well. yupp. new blog skin.
i`m kinda sick of the old one. -.-
last time was the Go H.O.T de song. so noisy.
then was the tag board. grrr..
now ok liao le. i serch many many skins. can change them if i want to.
but.. need help xD cos. i`m not good at blogskins. wahkaka.

hmms.. sat night went sister de concert. then.. was quite nice lah.
their school very happening. not like mine. sian sian de.
hmms. after that went aaron kor de hse. his bday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

den.. SUPPOSE to ton there lah.
but then ended up i`m the only female thats going to stay. IF i stay lah.
but in the end.. i decided to go off at ard 4++ am. cos KYKY oso going off that time mahs.
den.. walk with KYKY go sun plaza buy roti prata for her mommy.
oh my tian ahh!! like.. very "little" oil lehs! xD
little till can let insects swin liao. lols.

then.. can stand only got like, 1 pathetic looking cabby. den let KYKY go home 1st. since her house is further. hmms. yupps. then i walk out to the main road and got a cab.
damm uncle. went 1 big big round den send me home. -.- dunno is deaf or what de. told him "uncle turn at the traffic light"
he went OVER the traffic light. sommore he say "oh oh okok". dots!! then reach home liao so happy lohs xD was like.. 7 dollars. from sun plaza there to my house!! irritating!! hmms..
went home 1st thing is.. MY PILLOW !! den was like.. AHH!! urgent !! then rush to toilet. wahkaka. then bathe and blah blah blah. then when i lay on bed.. check hp awhile. see got sms or what not. den no have xD then look at the time. OMG 6:04 i think. if i not wrong -.-

then today woke up at like.. 2pm? lols. eat le then sms baby.
cos.. cannot sms other person le :(
cannot too xi guan. cos like.. mayb ppl oso dun want me xi guan bahs? hmms. u`ll nv know what the other person`s thinking. so best is.. bu yao.. KE SHI.....
in the end.. at night dunno what time.. wo hai shi shou yang send le yi ge sms. xD
then.. chat awhile on the phone lohs. keep on "shoot" me de -.-
cos making blog mah. den make till i wan cry liao. xD
in the end.. with A LITTLE HELP. i`m able to finish the blog ! woohoo~
well. now that my daddy just stepped into the house. i`m so going to get scoldings from him again. not suppose to online til so late de. -.- die die.

*ahem* yahs. lols.
i dunno what happen to SOMEBODY.
why liddat? in the end i think i know why liao. cos dad right?
hmms.. like.. yahs.. i do understand in some ways bahs..
well SOMEBODY.. u can call me de u know? -.-
u`re there for me. let me be there for u oso lah ! kiam pa !
told u liao. my hotline only open to SOME ppl. NOT ALL WOR~
haha. SOMEBODY. u`re one of them. so u can call me anytime de mah !
cannot be that u dunno my hp de bah. haha.
well.. my hp won`t no batt de. cos.. low batt i`ll freak out. o.O
yupps. i like to receive sms from PPL ma. so mux wait xD
jk lahs. need me can call me yah, SOMEBODY. u know who u are. ^^

as for KYKY-
yupps. we`re kinda.. alike..
just that.. yr dream is happening to me in real life.
and i can tell u. it`s damm sweeettt~ woohoo~ xD
so sorry.. sinying gaga over it liao. haha!
hmms.. sorry ah. siao charbo lai liao. i can nv be NOT crazy. haha!
not crazy means.. normal.. den means.. i`ll start thinking alot alot !!
NOO~ bao bu rong yi bu yong xiang leh !
think bout what? hmms.. MAMA LOHS! PAPA LOHS ! hais ! and my family de tai ji. tell u all u all oso cannot do anything bout it. cos me myself and i have no idea what they`ll be doing bout my life seriously. they had stopped my medication. dun borther to bring me to doctor to get my bloodtest done. dun even wan to let doc monitor me isit? i wanna know if the thing went down.
if i were to STOP it.. hmms.. physically i`ll change right? change for goodness sack! lols. i dun wanna be fat liao ! grrrr..
female homones is not a good way to keep a proper way of maintaining yr period timing. seriously. -.- the side-effects are too much for me to take. somemore.. i stopped it for awhile. then now realised i`ve got IT* inheritated by daddy. -.- why can`t i be healthy for once.. my liver de thingiee might be regarding the blood thingiee.. cox.. last time young got kidney de thingiee. hao tong ku ooh ! hao bu rong yi no need go KKH. -.- doc took too much blood samples liao. now i not enough blood. hahaha!
the period thingiee is caused by pemisy. i dnno how to spell liao. but.. yah.

funneh leh. i went on medication for my mens thing. den side effect is, i`ll be FAT ! like i am now. then now i`m fat, i go on medication again. cos i dun wan to be fat!! grrr ! lols. then now. the medication which help me NOT to be fat is helping me NOT to have periods too -.- by right i MUST go back on the FATS medication. where i have MULTIPLES of meds. like.. "bu xie" de med.. to make my body system stronger abit.. then won`t have "ping xie". then won`t always faint like i used to last year. LOL~ so kong bu. on the way to sch will 'white out'.
my parents still dun believe bout the faint thingiees.. nvm nvm -.- forget it liao. no point teling them too. teacher oso dun believe me. wan see my parents. see lohs. kick me outta sch jui hao. only like. few person see be4. vanessa once told me when i white out.. say my face very white! no colour of blood. -.- like zombie. lols. i know de. 1 way to ease the white out was actually to increase my blood sugar lvl. to pop in a sweet or drink something sweet. -.- that time i brought sweets liao ahh.. but sugar free -.- no effect. dots~

don`t say i mei xing mei gan. i got. jux that they`re not working well. lols. seriously saying. life now is happy for me liao. hmms.. ^^ ppl who read it.. dun show me yr sympathy! i dun wan wor !. cos i am who i am. siao char bo. LOL~
i cannot be like other ppl. so perfect. short cute cuddly blah blah blah. but i am who i am. though.. i`m not like the rest. but i`m me. xD

just be mad and crazy like me. and CLING ONTO whoever whatever whereever. LOL~
CLING ONTO LIFE~ woohoo~ xD

sha gua and baby ahh. if u all really so bu ting hua read this horr.. i oso bwg. cos. i haven know how to put PW in my blog yet -.-

xiao xiao xiao~ yao HA HA HA HA da xiao~ keke^^

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