{PROLOGUE}

TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
attached & unavaliable *]]
Going 16 soon *]]
17 sep 90 *]]
Naval base secondary *]]
Food & Nutrition *]]
hand chimes *]]
i love and am loved *]]
gaga over uu *]]
crazy for uu *]]
hyper passive *]]
easily low too *]]
smile *]]
i`m happy with what i have ^^*]]

{WISHLIST}

[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

{FELLOWS}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

{EXPRESS}


{CREDITS}


Afianne
37pence
Juvenile Casualty
Squared Pretties
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{BYGONE}

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006


didn`t go school today. pon tan.
2nd day without morning sms. hmms.. o.O

Ytd talked to baby on the phone. talked till 1 am plus. and then felt stomach ache. Then felt like vomitting. Rushed to the toilet but nothing comes out. felt terrible for a moment there. Went back to my room and then looked at hp. hmms. sick of the themes and all that. BLAH BLAH~ Was too lazy to change the wallpaper too. didn`t have much nice pics to put there. decided to put my last time de pic. hmms. it looked a bit disgusting, but i`m fine with it.

Was low in school. didn`t chat much but crapped alot. Whole day was like.. writing things non-stop. no matter is it POA notes, or is it chem corrections. i will sure have something else to write on the table de. I bought 3 pens which can be like.. writen on the table de. then decided to draw things on it. wrote emo emo de things on it. hmms.. some comes from songs. some is what i felt. haha! write on table, ppl NOT from my sch cannot see ! lols. my school de see le oso dunno what i writing. lols!!

hmms.. well.. drawn names for fun then.. realised cannot rub away -.- nvm.. after a school holiday or so will have ppl help me wipe away de. haha!!

stomach ache, sis oso dio. lols. think was cox of the vrab we had lohs. mommy bought crabs again. -.- so full liao she still expect me to eat finish 1/2 a crab. she say not big. then was like.. ohh ohh. in the end.. i crack the thing for mommy eat. cos she help make for my sis mah ! nv make for me somemore. -.-
they very cute de lohs. take hammer out jus to eat the crab de 'giap giap'. LOL~ then 'bang bang' here and there. all i did was.. bite. haha! mommy say i bian tai. later teeth drop. my teeth is strong!! cos i ate calci-yum ! lols. calcium helps both teeth and bones to grow well mahs.. also helps in the kidney and liver de dunno what isit? *is that calcium or.... vitamin dunno what?* dots ! i`m not a very good F&N student lahs!! kekes.

Got back chem de paper. that one that was a 'surprise test' for me only. cos i forgotten ALL BOUT IT~ xD then.. suppose to fail cos the only equation i know is this. :
CaCO3 + HCl -->> CaCl2 + CO2 + H2O
i remember calcium and magnesium same.
Ca2+ and Mg2+. so.. i replace every Mg2+ with Ca2+.
then.. yah.. score in section B lohs. lols!! got like.. 26/40.
1st time i pass chem actually. so happy !! xD

Maths paper i got like..
11/20 for test 1. didn`t do the 2nd page -.-
20/20 for test 2. so happy~ lols. exellent~ teacher write de horr! lols.
overall is 77.5/100. If o lvl so easy jiu hao le lohs!!
Not bad ah val. test 1 win me ^^
Jia you for yr algebra thingiees. some of it u strong in de. like sub the things in to the fomular. But if u take some time to look at the numbers, some of it no need fomular de. Quest which needs fomular will be 4 mark or 3 mark de. no have 2 marks de. lols. need help can come find me on yr algebra. others me not strong. cos.. hopeless tuition teacher and i didn`t study liao xD sec 3 de sub i think hai ke yi. sec 4 de dun ask me !! lols. and i think u better do some simultanious. zhen de.. -.-sub here sub there very easy de. like me lohs. practice on 200 quest den will master it liao -.- my tuition teacher so hiong right? LOL~

now no more tuition liao~ only call me do my TYS. zzz. as if i got do de. last time got motivation. now no have xD even mom dun care me liao. helping me look for job liao lohs. dots.
ask me go 'wallet shop' in heeren. like dada liddat. but mux sign atleast 6mth de contract. i den don wan. work in town, mux serve so many ppl. somemore. wallets.. -.-
wan work at shops liddat go work at 'sembawang music' or those sell CD de mahs! then got songs to listen. can entertain myself with music all day long~ lols. after o lvls ask ahwee pull me in. xD bishan de sembawang. hmms.. like very bu fang bian hor? who cares! lols. if not jiu shi.. the pet shop that my mommy say de lohs. can play with the cute cute de pups~ ^^ ke aiii~~
if not.. go learn to be a beautician. get a cert then work for daddy.
if not.. Go my godpapa de confectionary work lohs!! full time. hmms.. hard working abit will have atleast 1k++ de bahs o.O
but then.. hopefully can get in poly. if not die die oso mux go in nafa. fanne says prepare portflio for them. they like it accpet liao den ok le lohs? -.- got so easy mehs. how many millions of art students out there. and somemore i dunno art at all. i know sing sing sing nia. HAHA~
ooh~ got part-time singer de ma? lols. part-time singer. o.O good idea right? -.- later ppl throw tomato, vegetables, eggs.. blah blah.. lols. i need money seriously lahs! grr..

-w900i
-korea trip (ah ma ah gong and xiao gu..)
-taiwan trip (sis dad and mom)
-cruise trip (with school ppl and my aiai* -not confirm) *aiai is who i oso dunno -.-
-thailand trip (shop shop shop~~)
-xiong mao bear bear
-the les book in popular o.O

all that is damm ex lahs! grr.. from cheapest de buy 1st !
the book is 46.90. bear bear is 49.90. thai will cost me 600? cruise will need bout 600 too. w990i is 998. taiwan is ard 1500 there bahs. KOREA IS DAMM EX ! sobx. according to what aunt told me. i mux bring 2800 SGD. sobx ! round up 3000. work 3 months then enough -.- after o lvls. JIA YOU! die die mux get a job !! grrr..
OOH YAH ! piano. T.T

cheaper things i want now would be like..
BAG~ SHOE~ stuff liddat. hmms.. xD
JIA YOU~ save up money~!!! xD
with the cost of bills now.. hp de. house phone de. and electricity de. mom sure kpkb den deduct my allowance will dunno left how much de. T.T as if i`m the only 1 using those! other then my hp. haiis! suppose to be like 7 SGD. now left 4 SGD. -.- my bday wu lun ru he mux invite ppl come my house play play eat eat. then adults mux gamble play majiong!! liddat i got ang pao~ xD yay!! sep 17 !! Hope daddy faster strike lotterryyy!! then can change hp. muahaha!! nope. i wan new hp. dun wan trade in my w550i !! too many things inside liao. hmms.. lols.

anyone wanna try holding a 5KG weight and then stretch out yr arms. forming a 90 degrees from yr under arm til yr waist? xD shiver like shit liddat.. so heavy. cannot make it. 1,2,3,4,5 POM~ cannot liao. lols. left hand worst. 1,2,3.HAHA~ kayys lah. shall update tonight.

hmms.. o.O jing tian hui you ren xiang wo mah? we`ll see bout it.



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