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TOHSINYING.yzanne *]]
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[x] to love and to be loved - }}
[x] to be cherished & doted - }}
to be understood - }}
[x] not to think too much - }}
no one nothing will stop me - }}
[x] not to be yixiangqingyuan - }}
[x] be cared and concerned - }}
no heartbreaks - }}
[x] not be cheated - }}
[x] not to be zhizuoduoqing - }}
[x] be missed - }}
no medication - }}
w 900 i - }}
N 80 - }}
MP3 - }}
2 GB MMC for w900i - }}
plastic cover for w550i - }}
new headset for w550i - }}
new pierce - }}

Jessica aka kakacrunch }}
Jayven aka toot^kia `baby }}
YeeKuan aka Angeline `mei }}
shaun aka kai xin guo }}
KY- aka fei mao }}
Val 09 aka cOwkimOo `kor }}
k-zai aka heimawangzi }}
Alison aka CrabisOn }}
Candy aka konghuilian }}
Jia wei aka lavanderr `nanny }}
Fanne aka Fannanna }}
kelson aka lemon boy }}
Rainy aka bbaby`x }}
Vashonz`14 aka xBabYx TigGeR }}
sinying`s happiness }}
What i did, for love.. }}

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MY COMPLICATING LIFE IS DRIVING ME MAD !!
well.. i`m not zhen chang. xD
hmms.. i oso dunno how to say..
mayb today de post will be sacastic abit.. cos i drunk be4 i typed..
anything that i said wrongly.. pls duo duo yuan liang..

for jack..
i know how u feel lah.. is actually no difference from my situation.
i`m waiting for someone whom i dunno can get her de mahx.
u too bahs? and someone is waiting for u. and dunno can get u mahx too.=.=
complicating enough? haiis yoo yoo.


like what i did before. if i cannot get it. then.. hope ni xin fu kuai le jiu hao. yi cie tong ku bei shang wo zhi ji lai kang. -.- of cos hope no need to be alone lahs! hmms..
ytd i oso dunno what the hell i`m thinking man..
but everytime u say "give up" or "leave" like.. PAIN LOHS! qi si ren.
hmms. yeah. i get really angry de xD
everytime ask if u missed me. u wld say no de. -.-"
today ans me "u say lehx?"
no need say de lohs. everytime will be the same de mahs! -.-
today i whole day missing. nv sms ka jiao u much.
u oso like bo chap bo chap.
den come home le online tell me yr 1st ex sms u ask u miss her ma..
den so angry lohs! like.. wah lao~ hummps.
den told u my 3rd ex sms me ask me got miss her not.
4th ex call and say she miss me.
5th ex sms me ask me meet her up cos she miss me lotsa.
6th ex call me say wan meet me cos she miss me alot.
something liddat lahx. but wadda hell!
all u said was like.. "go lohx"
grrrrr~ *clunch fist*
qi si ren qi si ren.
I ONLY GOT 2 EX LAHS!! >:(
and none of them sms me de -.-
one same class.
one in hospital. somemore got stead liao. lolx.
haiss ya~
the one in hospital no count no count! -.-
2 days nia. xD made me guilty enough. lols.
hmms.. hmms.. no count is she say de. not me lols~

well.... today didn`t go school.
blur blur see wrong time. den blur blur rish take cab.
blur blur go sch den dun even know my idex no. for o lvl. -.-
den blur blur follow val go in the class.
den blur blur see got a table empty den check. OOH~ MY NAME~ -.-
den blur blur look at the teacher. den blur blur listen to the thing.
den after that blur blur go mos burgers chit-chat.
den blur blur go home -.-
crapped alot today lahs. haiis yoo yoo.
fei mao ahh fei mao!! wo liao jie ni de gan shou. cos, wo ye shi yi yang de ben! hahaha~
ke shi.. dang ben dan.. yao wei le zhi de ni qu ben de ren ben ooh..
zhi yao ni ren wei ben de you jia zhi. wo bu hui zhu zhi ni gen wo yi yang ben de! wahkaka~

hmms.. anyways.. kekes.
sinying a bit high tonight.
siao siao liao le.. kekes.
anyway..
woohooo~~~
sat going ton at kor house there.. hmms.. bu jui bu gui~ lols.
we`ll see bout it la.. be4 that sis got concert -.- zz
so mayb going that after the concert thing lorrhs.
hmms.. yupps.. bo bian.. sister there die die mux go de. zz

UPDATE UPDATE!!
wadda hell~ SOMEONE ASK ME GO AND DIE MAN! :'(
forget it.. haiis.. i take everything she said so.. seriously den she liddat -.-
so.. saddening lorr.. haiis.. nvm nvm..
say le more sad. today cannot sad. baby sleeping le. xD
dunno lah. mayb the way i treat u now diff le.
den or not is.. yi dian xi huan wo de feeling ye mei you liao lorr -.-

DON`T WAN UPDATE LE~
someday.. if u wanna let me know u like me.. or love me.. u will de.. no need me anyhow guess.. RIGHT?!
don`t wan update liao.. bwg..

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